world of rOli3t and d3 missing jumeO

2005-09-20T11:54:00.000+08:00

exams sucks.
get out of my sight.

my shoes

2005-08-20T16:49:00.000+08:00

k.sorry la.long time nv blog.
the latest update:there's a fucking sicko bastard in my area. he had stolen my bloody fucking pair of shoes which i just bought in jan. not only that, he stole my bro's sports shoes too. he oso stole my neighbour's shoes and bra.wad a bloody sicko.
so i went too buy a new pair todae. costs me 119.damn. but ok la..i dun feel the pinch.i suppose i love tt shoe(or is it the shop assistant?) haha!!!oh tell u sth!!tt shop assistant is sooooooooooooooo cute!!!he looks cute and is cute and is good looking la....din notice him until he asked if i wan to try the pair of shoes~
wahah~he soooo cute until he made me stutter when i was talkin to me.gosh.how embarrassing. haha! he so cute leh...tink next week i shall go here again to peep at him? ahahahhahahaha!!! SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
going gaga over guys again...wad to do....too stressed le..haha~but he's cute!!his gf muz be a hot babe man!!!

HAIS.SO FAST PRELIMS LE.ACTUALLY CANT WAIT FOR aS TO BE OVER..THEN i can do wadeva i wan.carry out my plans~enjoy my bloody life as thou i;ve nv enjoyed.hais.

jay chou!

2005-07-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

woohOO!!i wana catch a nap blog but i just couldnt contain my excitement!im just super damn bloody high now!!!all becoz of jay chou (mainly) and edision~hahahhaha~~!
b4 i begin to go crazy i saw mai todae on the train!i got a shock!coz she suddenly touched my back and i was wondering who touched me.then i turned around and i saw MAI!!!hahahaha!wah lau she best..coz she is having summer break till sept!!!arrggh!!!and she nv tell me!hahaha!

watched initial d with jiawei jas granny myra and mengyang just now.haha!actually i din really want to watch because i was thinking of watching war of the worlds.but since got edison and shawn these 2 eye candies i decided to watch~omG~i really love the show~wahhahah!!!coz i tink jay chou soooooooooo cute~hahahahah
he was dressed casually and yet i tink he looked real great!serious man!the first time i tink he looked great~ he is so damn boyish!!so cute!!!the way he drives is damnnnnnnn nice and style~!hahaha~the way he took picture with the girl is so damn cute~~!!the way he cries is the mostttttt cute!hahahaha~din noe he is soooooo cute until now. he is not those damn shuai but he cuteeee!hahaha~but still i really tink he is becoming better looking~hahahaha.but still i tink i only go gaga over him for these few days only..coz he is just temporary wang leehom is still my permanent! =D
haha!but still edison is super shuai!he really got that kind of racer look!omg~after all these years he doesnt have any major changes in his hairstyle but he still looks damn nice and he is always tt good looking!!!!

i suppose i cant sleep tonite after watching this movie.got so many cute cute shuai shuai guys~arrrrggh`i really cant wait for part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 to part 100 to come.hope the dvd or vcd could be out soon so that i can watch it everydae at home.hahahah~ok la.shall not crap anymore.shall go take a nap.wOOHOO~

gimmi AE86!

2005-07-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

i shall update my blog.ha.quite long nv blog.the reason is because im just too lazy.moreoever there isnt anything interesting...
ok.just finished my mid year exams.woah~its like so "easy" hor....those questions made me do until i wana cry.wheneva i was sitting for the different papers, images of triple Fs kept flashing in my mind.or rather 4 Fs la.bahaha.not only that, the scene in miss lai's office drinking coffe with her was sth which occurred to me when i was attempting to complete the questions.haha
ok fine.dun wan to say so much about exams.its no use afterall.
ystd was our last paper.so after tt went to mac to have breakfast with jiawei jasmine xinyong humairah mengyang granny weng fang chu wen .jiawei they all left first coz they were going to east coast to spend their dae.then the rest stayed on until 1 pm.eh..crap quite alot and we were making plans.haha.supposed to go sentosa to dae but since jingyi cant make it it i postponed till mondae~woohoo!!cant wait to get tanned~althou i noe tt im super black already......no choice...but still muz get an even tone since im wearing uniform 5 days a week spending more than half of the dae in sch.the "bLACK" cannot be even!!

haha looked at the map at the mrt station ystd.found out that there is actually a place in sg called "meridian"haha!!!wonder how is is like..

after tt i met up with chew geok and went shopping.our first destination was bishan j8. tt place quite sian la.so walk a while only then we went orchard.we went heeren then saw tt hei mei ren in one of the chops..u noe tt contestant from the que dui superstar.haha.think she is preparing for her next performance..choosing her outfit i suppose.haha!when we went far east so qiao met jingyi there!!haha then after that from a couple date to a threesome game. hahahahahhahaa!then i went to buy the bag.hmm.dunno if i regret not.coz like..hmms......dunno leh..nv feel super happy or wad.tot my mom would scream at me.but surprisingly.no

i waited soooooooo long for the mango sale and finally it was here.but.....i nv bought anything there thou i did set my eyes on sth.i dunno y.haha.mayb im scared tt mom will slap me left right up down inside out.arrggh!!! todae too tired so cannot go out....but i shall do tt tml.ive got an urge to shop at parkway. i dunno y.haha.thou there doesnt have much things to look at. but i love marine parade somehow. i wish to buy a house there in the future!hahahh.it looks like a nice place.

shopping spree 1

2005-06-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

todae went shopping again!yay! but damn it. i was so happy when i went out becoz i am going to buy that adidas jacket!!but then..sadly...the one on the display is the last piece.and of coz i din buy becoz it seems a little too dirty and ..i dun really like not having a new piece.argh.then went orcahrd in hope to find more but yet...hai..
then went to hans to eat.wth.its a damn bad experience..i tink i not gonna eat at hans again since wheneva i go there i will not enjoy my time there.
kaos.i was attended by a super duper unfrenly aunty.so bu shuang then quit la!!wads ur bloody fookin prob?i ordered fish n chip ONLY + mini fruit salad but this bitch gave me fish n chips SET DINNER~wah lau.no wonder i was wondering why was is so damn ex.cost me 11.30!!and i cant finish the food.then while i was eating.the metal thingy on my braces came off!!damn!!i dunno wad to do!!guess i shall visit the dentist tml again!
then while i was eating the fishGOD!!!I SPOTTED A STRAND OF HAIR ON THE FISH!!OMG!!ITS DAMN BLOODY ER XING!!!!!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE PUKING NOW!!!!ARRRRRRGGH

2005-06-04T12:17:00.000+08:00

quite some time form my last entry.the main reason is im super lazy + busy?actually i dun even noe wad the hell am i busy with.perhaps busy daydreaming again. hais.so irritating.muz go back to back for extra make up lessons.argh!and my room seems messy now.its ok i shall pack later.but i realise that my stats8 tutorial is missing.how nice.but i tink its ok la.since i dun do tutorial.argh~
finally got back the chatterbox.ha.argh.actually nth much to update.life is as usual:boring. nth special has happened to me afterall.ha
the sales is back!!!!i shall start my shopping trips soon(or rather ive already started!!)

2005-05-28T23:59:00.001+08:00

went to bugis again with bq ystd.had yoshi for dinner.ha.then i went to see the espirit skirt again.dunno shd buy anot.i do like it but on the other hand it isnt worthy of the money..i dunno la..let me consider it again.
then went to smell that ralph lauren perfume again.feel like having it!!!thnk its damn nice the bottle! hahah!see first la.....im beli confused now!!!shall shop again next week!and tml~haha
kaos.is it true that ive got a sad face?or rather fierce?when i was waiting for bq ystd got one guy asked me for donation.and its not a small sum loh 50 100 150 etc.the moment i saw tt amt i told him matter-of-factly "i've got no money!!" then b4 he left he said "dun be sad" wth??im just being honest ive got not tt much money for this.who knows if those money really goes to charity rite.
mondae gp.but i got no mood for it.coz mr lee already told me that i will fail the paper.he sae just go there and get over and adone with.ok loh..

he's just ttttttt gorgeouS!!

2005-05-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

the last band pract. todae. ha. hai.quite sad la..coz dunno leh..nv get to see my horny and oso my horny mates. haha!!definitely will miss all of them!!! woohoo!! thanks ar abigail cheeky and kan zhuang for tt HAIRY PURSE hahahaha1!!!!!love u all so darn much
almost the howle band decided to go and watch the meridian superstar2005~hahaha!!luckily i went!!if not i would miss the chance of seeing the hunk!!!benedict goh!!!he is my childhood idol loh!!!!i still remember that i used to watch "the Pyramid game" when i was still a kid just becoz i wan to see him!!!he 's so cute!!!even thou i dun understand a single shit what the questions were about!but its ok!hahahahhaha
omg!!!he so shuai leh!!! he is tall got a nice body.wore a stripped long sleeved shirt and u can see his muscles loh~hahahhahahahah~ HE LOOKS SO DAMN CHARMING WHEN HE SMILES~HAHAHAHA
but nv take pic with him..hahaha~i shy one loh..ahhahahahahahaha but nvm la..he not wang li hong...if its wang li hong..i will scream like hell~hahahahahahahahWOOHOO~~~siao liao.ha

2005-05-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

i really love shopping man!!!todae shopped like hell!!haha!!i really love it!!!i love my dears too!!wenfeng jingyi and chew geok!!!hahaha!!!then i bought a red adidas watch!!hahaha~i've been tinkin of it for quite some time..was trying to choose it from fossil...but dunno y i just feel like buying that so i bought it. i realise i wasnt the only one who dislike tt woman. so actually there are ppl out there who have the same feelings as me. thanks wenfeng for telling me.
but seriously i had a great time todae.dine at pastamania then talk alot of crap.dunno after after getting off the train..i kept thinking that one dae i should force jingyi to wear skirt..thinks she will look nice!!!haha love her and them so much!!!
next month we shall go kbox~or mayb party world? hahaha
hais.im stressed up la.between studies and band. but i tink i choose band over studies. i nv really do hw for the past few days.just too lazy and dun wish to.somehow..i got the feeling of clinching the gold medal for syf lidat...feel like getting honours leh...i really hopse so..050505 shall be the judgement dae!!really really hopse tt god is with us and makes us gold with honours!!!!!!
somehow..i feel that i mite miss band after syf.....hais...........

ystd went to singapore confernce hall to pract with pj...wah lau the girls wear the skirt damn damn short and is damn er loh....when we are watching the,m they actually zao geng la...then the guys were singing tt song form ad "red and yellow pink and green..purple and orange and blue i can see a rainbow..see a rainbow..." they are actually referring to the colours of the panties they saw.god.

2005-04-18T20:04:00.000+08:00

mayb its my fault.so long already loh.ha.nvm.but mayb its fated.becoz wheneva there's sth from u i only got to noe abt it so much later. too bad!

shhhhhh

2005-04-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

okies.so long nv blog loh.shall blog a little.okies..gonna tell u wad happened on sat after i went back to hsc.wah seh. yixin bot the tapioca snacks..then so suay...got crows.the crow go and POK her head.then the stupid crow stand face to face with yixin while she was scolding the stupid bird. then yixin kept the snacks in erina's bag.how nice~the crOW FLAPPED its wings and began its chase!!!then erina tze shan and me ran like crazY!!coz the crow was after us.how nice.thanks ar ttt crazy crow....he used his tt stupid feet go and POk my head.wah lau!!!it hurts la!!!wahha!!then made us scream like hell!!!!damn la......hahaha~so funy sia..4 years in hsc nv kena now then kena.somemore im the victim!

ok loh..this few days damn sian la.hais.this week got band camp.hais~do u noe tt im hacing band almost every dae except for mondae and thursdae?wtf?i really cant take it la..i hate it!!!!!!!i really got no mood for band camp loh...everything is like....so packed and rush lidat....mayb its too early for me sae..perhaps i would enjoy the camp......well.....i hope so.
i feel frustrated la!!!coz i cant go shopping!!!i wan to buy the watch..the bag and many many other things one la....its like!!arrrgh!!dunno how to sae la!!!beli !!!!!ajkfnweryq3ygeghehahhjhjw

where have u been?u've been missing for days......
its no longer the same. i tink.
so be it.......

sssaaaddd

sch is damn damn boring

2005-03-29T16:26:00.000+08:00

argh~sian man..i really hate sch...todae got back tt stupid bio section B and C..how nice..i flunked both section~ok la..i noe tt i will fail so not much feeling loh..its kinda expected for me...but the thing tt i am kinda pissed about is the alpha and beta cells thing.dunno WHO ar insisted tt if blood glucose level is low ONLY ALPHA cells will detect the change loh..wah...THANKS AR~followed wad he said and i got no marks for it..its damn ridculous la...always insists that he is right and the notes is wrong..wTh...wah lau....EEEEEK!!

then ystd got back tt chem mCq..wah thanks ar...oso fail fail one..wah seh..wads wrong with me...wahaha!~ok la..i oso dun feel hurt or anythng...think im used to it le...im meant to fail...hahaha~sians..wads there to talk about sch..sch is simply boring...actually i tink tt we shouldnt haven sat for the chem papers.....there were so many amendments to be made and oso...there are still amendments to be made for the ans...i really think tt chem paper is totally rubbish and craP!!shouldnt haven taken the paper loh..wah lau~ARRGGHH~

hmms..wad do u see in him?i really wonder.he is not any great guy.dun tell me its becoz nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai...this is so.........i dunno how to sae la.i really wonder leh..wad u see in him....its not as thou he treats u damn well la...and most of time he lies to u!!!and he is just so....argh..i dunno how to describe him for u la..but i hope tt u can pls!!! wake up la...stop dreaming.........u ought to be taught a lesson!!!!!!sekali he still loves his ex so much loh.....haha~to whoever u r......hope u understand!and WAKE UP!!!!!!!

hais.im not a horny fren!!!!dun sae i horny!!arrrggh!!!yyyyyy!!! snce sec sch they sae i horny gal!!!y am i the president of horny club!!why!!!i where got ?!?!?!?!arrrggghh!@!@

*im left to stand alone.........*
i hate u!

2005-03-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

todae went shoppin with my bro, jingyi and chew geok. damn fun~haha~but quite sad..coz...i din get wad i planned to buy..and becoz my bro tagged along..my expenses was doubled~saw jasmine mengyang baolun wan wei and many others.haha~hope tt next week can go clubbing~ha~

ha~i was appointed to horny pig princess by the horny monster prince!hah!!!! wad only~supposed to meet him b4 i went shopping with jingyi and chew geok..but since my bro is coming along...so i not going~haha~supposed to meet for supper.....but y should i!!!how the hell am i going to go home?

block test is finally over!watched jian gui 10 with jingyi and her classmates.hai.not scarry thou.its more like a comedy..but i muz sae tt chen po ling is shuaI~haha~and the other guy..dunno his name~tt girl who acted as april is pretty!!ha~

block test simply sux.i noe i gonna fail.no worries man.im not even in the least worried abt anything.i just hate to listen to teachers' grumble!!and then complain to my paretns.but wad can i do rite?realised tt jingyi chewgeok and i all stressed until cannot sleep at nite.the 3 of us slept at 2+ ystd nite and woke up at 8 this morning~wad the hell rite>!ha~

hais.cant wait for A levels to finish.coz i wanna enjoy myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arggh~mayb w/o studies i feel much much happier!woohOO!

*ooPs*

2005-03-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

wasted my dae away again. but not surprisingly la. i so slack.went for dental appointment todae.he nearly killed me man. haha. the scissors tt sharp end he poked onto my lips.god! still ask me"are u ok?"
wah laus.
somermoe when i went for the appointment got one stupid ah pek. siao..i walk here he oso follow me walk here..wad the hell la..

on the way home i feel so happy.coz on the train i saw one cute cute guy hahahahahahahahha~wahahhaha he so cute!but he got off b4 me...at tanah merah..aiya..sians..then cant see him.then when he is on the train the girl in front of me blocked my view.so happy that she had alighted.but then he oso alighted after a few stops.haisss

haissss

2005-03-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

not feeling good again. sians. i dunno y la.todae sorted out the notes.gosh.now then i realised that i've got one whole chunk of work to do. that really sian-ed me..hais. i cant concentrate and keep it going.din study in the end.watch tv instead.sians. bio sux.chem sux.math sux. hais.

hais.think be a rich taitai is the best job in the world loh.wah kaos.no nid to worry abt anything.even if u eat until dat got money to go slimming programmes.god~enjoy life only.and of coz this kind of things dun happen la. sians~ hais~

not bad la.my frenz all got tao hua yun. many are getting attached!!! feel so happy for them!! haha!finally found a nan ren to nag nag nag liao~but i oso feel sad.coz hais...one less accompany to go shopping.coz they will naturally wan to spend time with their darling~hehe~

im tried every method to run away but y u seem to know my hideout?!
the feeling inside me is not wad u can understand! so get lost~ hahahaha~

goh xue li!i hate u!!!! u r a pig!!! neh neh ni poo poo!!! pui pui pui~ neh neh ni poo poooooooooooo!!

toot

2005-03-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

hais.i oso wonder y nowadays im so vulgar? hahaha.i really dunno y la..wahaha...pls pardon me for being so vulgar~hehehe~
todae got another da ji la..pain until i wan to die..lucky wen feng got the painkiller...wad the hell la..u see...MAN!!born into this world to SUFFER!!! hais....
read his blog.i realised that wow~wad he used to sae ....is and was said to many other ppl too. god.how disgusting he is.i realy think he is disgusting.(jian yi ge ai yi ge) yucks.pui~EEEEEEEEEK!!!*HAIR STANDS*

ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM SIAN!!! SIAN SIAN SIAN !!! I HATE BOOKS!! I HATE STUDYING!! GET LOST!!! ARRGH~

sigh

2005-03-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

haihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihai
haihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihaihai
HAIX~...i really feel sian diaox...no la..i feel stressed la....i beli moody nowadays lei.....i really hate this feeling...and i really feel like a jinx!!i am super damn bloody fucking suay la...i realise those fugging suay things happen to me la..everydae i sure got at least one da ji one....wad the hell la....y i so damn suay.........mayb god has really forgotten abt me la...hais..wad sins have i done sia?!?!that somehow god is punishing me..ARGH!!!!!!!! this world is really unfair.many said that people are born into this earth to reproduce..its for survival...i tink its lame shit and just a heap of rubbish + craP!!! people are born into this world to suffer!!!wah lau..can u imagine at such young age u are already experiencing so much stress!!!then suffer suffer so much until u retire..there is much more to cme loh...senile...some illness...loneliness..wad so eva.see!!!ppl lived becoz they are here to suffer...haiSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!
GOH XUE LI!!! I HATE U!!U SUCK!! U R THE MOST STUPID MOST DISGUSTING MOST IDIOTIC MOST SENILE A FUGGING ASSHOLE!!! U ARE JUST WASTING OXYGEN!!!CAN U JUST GET OUT OF MY SIGHT?!!??! GET LOST U BLOODY PIGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!

*no matter rain or shine*

o pp s

2005-03-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

firstly, i wan to apologize to all my frenz whom i've shocked and scared them todae..coz i cry..haha..seriously..i din cry becoz i B3 for chinese(obviously) but becoz SHE made me feel that i've committed a terrible sin~of coz i did consider if i wan to retake after i see B3..but i think dun wan la..its such a hassle..but SHE kept saying "ni ying gai retake....wan cheng wen zhang bu shi ni de shang chang ma??ni mei ci dou kao 50+ de ma? ni zhe ci shi shui zun..."
wah lau......i feel so......scared....so...so much like a sinner u noe.....i mean....i did my best and tat was it...y do u have to put tt way?? then i feel super stress loh.....then later mengyang they all oso keep saying "i tink u should retake leh...u should get A1.." aRGGH!!! yyyyy!!! y ppl muz haf such high expectations of me!!! i really cant make it one!!!it realy haf got to do with luck!!i really hate it...i really hate it when ppl pin such high hopes on me..i really feel irritated..coz i feel its stressful.....then suddenly the tot og my aunts and cousins came to my mind...all of them are smart asses...all graduated from those top 5 jCs..they always compare compare.." i get A1 for chinese!!! wad about you??" i noe this is wad they will ask!!! aRRRRRRGGHH!!! i hate tt streSS!!!
now then i realise that i dun really tok to ppl about how i feel...i dunno y ...i just find it hard to tell ppl my feelings...i really tink tt i shouldnt bother my frenz with my own worries.....they themselves have their own problems to take care of..its really super bad of me to make them feel worse...i chose to bottom up...sometimes i just dun feel like talking to my frenz...not becoz i hate them..but im troubled la..ARGGHH!!! forget it~i seriously hate myself!!! GOH XUE LI!! U R A PIG!! U SUCK!!!argggh~
serling asked me yesterdae if im stressed..i asked her" wad do u tink?" she said "no la~u look so happy..where got stress..?" haha...so serling..now u noe the reason?i try to hidE!!!!!!!!! but in the end i still lose..coz "THEY" found me!! like playing hide and seek with my sTress lidat..hahahah~ aiya....

-me=

2005-03-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

hey peeps~im back again~this time round im much happier ( for now only) because my comp is kinda on good condition again!!!yay!! this means that i can online almost everydae!! blog everydae!! i noe u all sure beli excited and happy to hear about this rite!! hahahahahhaaa!!!!dun lidat i shy...whahahahahah (Wad the hell is wrong with me todaE?!?)

hmms.wah seriously i really nv blog for long long time (once again the same old tsupid line...) hahahaha~ LIFE REALLY SUX!! pls!!!! let this be over damn damn soon can!?!?! i really hate to study!! damn fugging sian!!

hmms.opening ceremony was last fridae 26 march. hmms.many of the audience felt that it was really a good show and we really received many postive comments from them. c'mon man...of coz la...do u noe how much the sch had spent just for that nite...thin if im not wrong..its about $30000...think so. how can the performance not be a splendid one?

todae the cambrian brass quintet players came to mj to give masterclass.all the players seemed to be super friendly and cute except the horn player...i dunno why...after their short performance...we broke off for sectionals...kaos..todae damn little ppl...only 3 ppl attended for horny section..wahhaa...i really tink he is a little fierce a little strict a little unfrenly a little rude perhaps? seriously i din listen to him talk..i just nod wheneva i could.coz he seems to be murmuring lidat..then he kept using his phone..then scratch chest..scratch head and stuff.GOD!

hais..fridae coming soon..sian...getting chinese results..sian..kinda scared.fridae oso got chinese lecture..sure kena scolding coz we nv do the chinese compo..then fridae my bro oso going for camp..hais..sians...dunno if i feel happy or sad...no la..actually feel sad..coz damn sian..then somemore i worried for him..dunno whether he can take care of himself not....hai...

i wan to buy new sling bag wallet and watch.if anybody got any recommendation rite!! pls pls pls pls let me know okies....i really sian of looking for it myself.at leaxt gimmi suggestions!thanks peeps!

-iwishforyoutocomesoon-
-thesecretstatimholdingonto-

xin nian kuai le~~

2005-02-15T14:23:00.000+08:00

oh my god~i cant believe this man.i've not blogblogblog for damn long long long long time..gosh~hais..damn sians la..time flies so fast..i was at home last week at this time doing some cleaning up of my room and off to sleep so that i am raedy for my mahjong session at nite.this is becasue last week it was Chinese NEw year!!!! arggH!!!thou i should feel happy, we were given a 2-day break only...how can i be happy rite?kns....somemroe i sick..cant enjoy....hais..this year dunno y...the ang pows i collected so far is the least in my 17 years on earth...with little ang pows, there goes without saying for the amount loh..hais~nvm la..its just money~
hais..life sux leh.i wish that i can faster finsih the bloody A levels and get on with life.actually i've been thinking of mayb quitting sch at this point of time and getting a job is a good choice.sch is damn sian la. somemore i really agree with my cousin sia..he said that one does not need to have highly educated to be successful...that's damn true la...u see our forefathers oso nv study much and yet,majority of them are doing well.look at the situation now~having a cert is no longer anything big or any thng that will make others to be envious of loh...its kinda like common in the society now..think certs would be of no use by the time i get into the workforce la.tt stupid piece of paper can use it to wipe ur backside when u've run out of toilet rolls!!!!!!!
why people bother to study?since the age of about4, u get in touch with the education system all the way up till early 20s before u can say byebye...and wad u get in return is a PIECE OF PAPER!!!! wah lau..if one dae ur house kena fire...that paper kena burnt...it has no significance anymore..turned into ashes liao...then still nvm..u are stress over tt dumb paper...slogging...paying for it somemroe.where got such things on earth one except for studies..who the hell wish to pay for stress and anxiety sia....hais.....................................
yyyyyyyyyyyyyy is the world such a practical one?

adversity awaits. trauma soon to come. happy ending still on the far end....

happy new year~

2005-01-13T16:13:00.000+08:00

unbelievable. its 2005 liao. wahaha~ and its the 13th jan todae. im kinda lag..coz now then wish u guys happy new year. wahaha~ cannot blame la.coz if i were to blog at home i sure feel damn pissed off one coz the comp abit siao.got virus. i tink~
todae is wen feng's 19th birthdae~haha~happy birthday!!!mengyang grandma and i bought her a little white ghost.since we cant find a cow. we tot of buying 3 bottles of green tea for her..not those type which is 500ml that kind.we are talking about the 1.5litre type. she can finsh on whole of that by herself in one dae!! how amazing!!
haha~just now mr max cheong called on us about the talent management thingy.haha~dardar van and i failed the interview. haha~we din get in~but then on the other hand, we feel quite happy coz less stress.and oso, the worst thing of all din happen : one got in and one din. haha~heng man~~!!
hais.sian.i gotta do cip on 22 and 29..at suntec leh..haha give ang paus somemore. haha.i damn scared leh.coz i really hate doing such thing in the oublic.they always reject me..i really dunno y. hais. i feel like cutting my hair but i dunno when shoudl i do it and where should i cut. should i??aiya cut here cut there also the same like no difference at all loh.sians...hais....

his height~his smile~his voice~he makes me fall in love with him

2004-12-22T21:44:00.000+08:00

kaos...everytime i blog..my comp got prob..think got virus fuck man..wahaha
tt time i sick so long time nv blog.
todae i go do cip..kaos..damn sian loh..damn~

2004-12-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

kaos...not i dun wan to blog u noe...is i super suay..everytime i finish blogging liao...when its publishing....thenmy comp hang~!! na bei~ then i really super lazy to blog again!!! beli irritating one u noe....kaos...think comp got virus..coz evrytime got pop ups one...somemore rite i sick leh....so i nv online loh...wahaha..sian la..sch gonna start again....sian...not even prepared sia..haven finished any hw...fuck...wahahha
then i oso beli paranoid lidat these few days...ARRRGGHHHHHH

o p p s

2004-12-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

woAh~i din blog for a damn long time oreadi!!~~arghhh!!
ok la..sorry sorry..coz i was sick..now still a little sick.
so...wad shall i blog for todae?
oh ya..there was a haising catholic concert band concert on 3rd december..it was a super duper successful one coz the response from the audience is not bad~somemore ar we made mrs chua cry. of coz not becoz we made her upset or anything but..becoz of wad we did..we had moved her~ hahaha *yays* i love mrs chua~ hahahahahahaha
okies.then wad. hmms. went out with granny one fine dae. ahahhaha ADVENTURES WITH GRANDMA hahaha~grany lost her bus pass so we went to pasir ris there ..u noe u noe to make a new one.wah its damn ex to replace one man!! it cost abt 20 bucks!! arggh!! and the card has no value..gosH~
then i fell sick.........all the way until todae. basket.
hais. i feel like changing phone coz this phone ar..the keypad made me super angry at time. haf the urge of throwing it on the floor when it gives me prObs. but then ar....if i cahnge phone means i wun be able to do shopping. hais...due to the tot of changing phone..i din spend a single cent on shopping yet leh!!! but there are many super super good grabs during this pt of time......its super tempting...but...arggh.nvm...but then even i change i wun be able to cahnge into anything super new like eh..wad slide phone tt kind of thingy coz i not crazy to spend yuan wang qian on such things!!!! arrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

she once told me she loved him dearly and wished to hold on him.
she's fickle minded. she doesnt know wad she wants.
she's just an idiot.

IMBACK!!!!!!

2004-11-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

ALOHA!!!! IM BACK!!!!!WAHAHAHA!!!GOT MISS ME??wahhaha
hais...thou the trip quite happy la...i feel sad leh...coz muz leave thailand and come back to singapore to face the reality.arggh!!i really miss thailand now leh..thou im physically in sg..im mentally in thailand. hais~

ok la.took a bus there.omg~can u imagine?wahah//but cant blame la..the whole bus was almost ours coz 3 families went.went with my neighbours mah. thou its a 14-hr ride la..but fun la...wahahahaha~

then arrived there in the morning~had ba kut teh for breakfast!! its delicious leh~better than singapore's!! then you tiao is like wOOHOO!!!damn nice~!~!~!~!
stayed in sakura hotel.ok la..not bad got air con got tv got bathtub tt thingy.at first i kinda pissed off coz the room got 2 single beds only and there were 3 of us : mom me and bro.then the stupid hotel ppl sae can cahnge room but then change to the 8th floor...which was different from my neighbours.i mean wtf loh...then in the end we decided to stick to room 908 and so we asked for an extra bed.damn kns one loh they nv tell us tt the bed is 200 baht per day.it was until the last day when we checked out then the receptionist told us that we had to pay exra money.ok nvm
then we unpacked.then later mom me uncle(neighbour) and the other auntie(neighbour's relative) and yanling(neighbour) went for massage ~ woohoo...whole body massage. at first i beli scared coz i hate ppl to touch me and i tink that its kinda ticklish.but when she started to massge i tink it feels super good!! can u imagine a person like me who hate ppl to touch me actually let the lady touch my back shoulders legs and stuff?? ahah~but its kinda ticklish paisae and er xing when she ya...massage on ur thighs!!
then go shopping!!! wahah~the first thing we bot was a pair of shoes for my dad~wahaha~its like super cheap loh 40 bucks(sing dollars la) for a pair of shoes~then went for lunch.ate the char kweoh tiao at the food court there.it was horrible man!!! it wasnt black but red.it tasted sweet and sour and had a smell of belachan~its like so er xing la.perhaps tt person dunno how to cook la...cook until like sai~
then go to a place like bugis village tt kind ... u noe..got alot of stalls sell bags and stuff.my bro bot a bag and sandals. my mom bot 2 waist poach (those leather ones) for herself and my da yi~then she bot a belt for herself too~then i insisted that she buy one bag for my uncLE~ and she did~ wahahaha
then we oso bot some fruits~wah lau.damn nice leh.so sweet and refreshing one~wah i miss the fruits.awww
then went back to hotel and pom pom coz after tt go shopping again~oh ya~ first nite only i went to watch the ah gua show oreadi~ wahaha~quite okok la.actually i feel beli sad for them leh.coz from a male they changed to a female just to earn a living by dancing singing and got sneered by us.and they just earned tt small amt only.some ah guas quite chio but some super er xing and could tell tt they r men~their boops super big la but dun bounce leh.wahaha~ i liked tt ah gua who performed the japanese and tt "we are family" tt song tt guy.of coz he is not handsome or pretty la...but he beli funny.at first i was disgusted by his actions coz he damn chor loh~then he likes to flutter his tongue to seduce the men!OMG~and he kept batting his eyes and raising his eye brows~ wahaha.when he performed for the next section he damn er xing loh.thou wear a long black spaghetti strapped dress with a scarf or sth draped over her shoulders, still, he was chor loh.he damn er leh...he used tt scarf and rub the so called "vagina" WTF~then he came down and mixed ard with us.he went to the table next to us.the guy sitting at the outermost got molested by the ah gua sia~hahah coz the ah gua go kissed him.then the guy wanted to take a pic with the ah gua...the ah gua pulled down the dress and revealed his BOOBs and thenforce the boobs to that guy~wah~tt guy got a shock and backed off..everyone started laughing and then the ah gua kissed him again~omG
awahahaha~then i bot 2 pairs of pants i tink.cant rmb.then went to have dinner at one restaurant.this restaurant sux man.the served sugar cane juice but its super sweet.its not those natural sweet tt kind of sweet...its they put losta sugar!! omG~ and the food really tasted bad loh.
as usual i can get to sleep.my bro and my mom weere sleeping soundly and i was still staring at the tv and the ceiling.when i finally got to sleep, then i feel cold.sians!then i woke up again lohs.then its so stupid la.i din sleep well la!!

then 2nd day woke up at a super early time but i forgot wad time.then went to have dim sum for breakfast.again, it was disgusting. so nan chi!! the smell of i dunno wad was tt was super strong!! i ordered milo w/o milk and u noe wad, it was BLACK in colour and got no smell of milo and it again had a HORRIBLE TASTE!!! arrggh!!super pissed off man.
my neighbour he hired a van which was big enough for the 9 of us.then it was a long and bumpy ride throughout the whole journey tt dae.went to the temples and stuff.then jun an(neighbour's relative) he cukoo loh he go knocked over the elephant tt long long teeth..i forget call wad le...wah lau..tt is a statuette for pai pai one loh..wTf..i tink nobody knows except for me my bro yl and sweechye(my neighbour)
we oso took a boat to one of the kota(which means island) quite cool coz when we walked around tt island tt so called tour guide told us tt we can pick some crystals if wwe can find them.indeed, we picked some crystals.small and big.but then need water to make them look nice.so cool~we bot 3 fire crackers~omg~first time in my life i witnessed this scene.wahaha~its super noisy and kinda thrilling coz the moment it was lighted up everyone ran away.super loud man~then so sway when my bro lit the fire cracker. i kena shot.pain sia.but ok la..not super pain.then had lucnh there.nice leh.the kampong chicken was great.the vegetarian dish is cooL!!!the sweet-sour fish tasted gr8 man!wahah~~
then went back to hotel and shower and go shopping again!!!then had dinner at another restaurant!this restaurant damn good the food~when we went in it was almost empty la.then this restaurant(jing bao lou) got hire ppl to sing songs one.got thai gers and one guy(he super sissy one) but then ar they sing u can vomit.coz they sing chinese songs its either thier key is off or they too slow.they dunno how to sing one.somemore they cant pronounce properly so u dunno wad the hell are they singing~wah lau after that we go tt shopping mall.basket.the addidas and nike shop closed oreadi!!then i cant buy my shoes and my bag.shit man.

theird dae we woke up later coz we nv hire car.instead we took tutut(dunno how to spell la) then ar we go to a coffeeshop for breakfast.wah this time round the food is getting better!! wahha~eat the fried rice its damn nice~got crabmeat not CRABSTICK hor.and it cost 1+ in sing dollars nia~the milo is super fragrant~woohOO.so super happy tt dae~then go shopping again.wah kaos.this time round bot many thngs.my mom they all bot the wacoal undergarments.wah kaos..they tink its like free lidat....buy until half a dozen.sIao.then my bro bot a pair of jeans and bermudas.both bost 10+ bucks in sing dollars leh.wah lau..damn cheap loh..cant find in sg one. then quarrel with my bro leh.coz he cukoo one loh wan to buy tt t-shirt s ugly.juz becoz the shirt had this "TRIPLE H" printed he wanted to buy.think it has got to do with wwe stuff la.then its super big loh.tink he beli hip hop is it???wan to wear baggy ar? wahahha~fat like pig sia~wahaha~in the end bot the poppye tt orange tee.wah kaOs.i really hate myself leh the feet so big.wan to buy a pair of slippers ar...oso dun haf my size!!fuck..its below 5 sing dollars loh.na bei..after tt my mom they all siao...bot so much snacks and "yu piao" wahaha~then so heavy..........then no choice go back to hotel and rest first.....
we siao...tt dae super late then take dinner abt 10+.we went back to the same restaurant (jing bao lou).that nite hor alot of ppl la....but got alot of those cheekopeks coz they were surrounded by those gers who earn a living by singing one stage la.then they kept touchnig them.even those waitress they oso chi their toufu.fook.then on one table i spotted one shuai thai guy.he worse stripped long sleeved collar tee then no spects.he is the only shuai ge i see on my trip la.but then feel so sad sia...he so young only...20+ yrs old nia..was oreadi sitting down there with those cheekopeks and women.mayb he was entertaining the 2 old men who was sitting with him la.but then its kinda pity loh...so young so promising so shuai then he was fooling ard le.hope he isnt tt kind of men la.but he beli kind leh...he sent one ger home then come back again.aWww~
i watched hbO channel tt nite.kaos..damn nice loh the shows but i forgot wad show le...watched until i sleep
last dae got nth much la.just go had breakfast at the same ba kut teh stall and then go back to hotel and pack up.but damn kns one leh.....the receptionist kept rushing us to check out coz i tink got ppl coming to stay at the hotel.they kepy calling.then my neighbour tt uncle la..he was bathing then tt woman hu cleans the room kept knocking on our doors ..then he wore his gReen underwear(according to my brO who witnessed everything) and said to her"wait la wait la...ppl bathing..dun ka jiao ka jiao..u wan to see my bird bird is it??" WTF loh!!*pengs* wahhahaha cukoo loh..then the woman stopped disturbing...wahahahhaha stupid man.
then wah lau i so scared when got to the malaysia custom.coz tt custom official la...suddenly talked to me..i dunno wtf he was talking abt la..i tot got sth wrong with my passport..then i cant go back to sg...he kept mumbling to himself then i "HUH??" then said "hatyai?" then i said yah..then he asked some questions again which i cant figure out theni "HUH??" again. then he said "holidae??" i said "ya" TOOT
when stopover at malaysia for dinner tt time.damn fuck loh.the toilet sux man.i so suay..i flushed the toilet then the water splashed up and my shoes got wet...FUCK MAN~hahaha sorry for being vulgar..but i really tink its er xing loh..the toilet so old and dirty and smelly....then i kena the water..its from the toilet bowl somemroe loh...damn.....
then reached the msia custom near sg one.this time round is a young malay custom officer la.wah lau..he oso suddenly tok to me...i got a shock.somemore i so tired.he asked me
"visit thailand ar?"
"ya"
"go holidae?"
"ya"
"good or not"
"good"
wah lau.wads wrong with me going thailand....they made me nerbous when they talked to me leh...coz i tot my passport got prob then i cant return to sg..muz stay in msia....coz when i go tt time..got one custom officer dunno say wad..but he point to the foto....tink he is trying to sae tt foto doesnt look like me...then i so scared coz he so seriouis theni tot i cant go to thailand.wah piangs

reached home at 515am and i slept~wOohOO~~~~
i love thailand!~i wan to go there again and again!!! i wan to go tt restaurant again!!!
i wan go shopping again!!!!
i tink i migrate to thailand la...wahahahha!!!hais.....
my neighbour tt uncle told me if i like this trip to thailand..he will start planning for next year's trip le.wahaha.sae go somewhere use..mayb wad samui wahah~i dunno la~but then i wan and will go to thailand again!!! and i wan to go there often~
todae i come back from thailand but yinxuan go thailand.wahah~so funny~all the best to yinxuan and nassband in the asain band competition!!1

thailand!!!! muacKs muackS muacKSSS

sick

2004-11-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog~cox i sick~sians.fever headache cough flu feels cold sore throat~yesterdae cant tahan anymore so went to see the doc.hais.coz i sick then i din go nassband concert, which was on wednesdae~so sorry erina~~so sorry yinxuaN~~

todae pon sch.sians~then went for dental appointment.how nice ar..the receptionist register me under the wrong doctor. omg~and this mistake made me wait for about 15 min for my turn to come.thou not long, it scared me coz i was wondering if i would be the last patient of the dae until around 4 pm???argh~then nvm.later took train go tamp meet beiqi tt time, the train stopped at kembangan but nv open the door..then just went off lidat.wahaha~so funny~those ppl who want to alite all stunned wahah~then later saw yeejie with his gf meijie.wahaha not mjc meijie.wahaha~but then tt dai meijie and mjc meijie are pri sch frenz.so cute ar~

then watched the incredibles. so cute man!!omg~its so much better than shark tales~ hahahaha~ the jack jack super super super duper ke ai!!! i love him ~~~ dash oso cute sia..run so fast...wah the violet at first i tot is sadako coz hor her hair cover her face..left one eye only..omg~ tink tt mom mrs incredible is a chio bu sia~hahahaha~ but tt mr incredible fat sia...upper body so big then the legs so thin..omg~~think mirage oso chio bu wahahah~

then yesterdae got go sch kaos.sians.got the tm programme.i dunno wad is that.can i reject?aiya go briefing le then see hu going first then sae la.sians.next yr so happening sia.got so many things..opening ceremony syf record for dunno wad sai.i itnk the sch is damn er xing loh. so bu zhi liang li one~ knowing tt the sch is poor, still wan to fork out such a huge sum of money on the opening ceremony.and u muz noe loh, its only a one dae function and it doesnt last foreva.tink u make until so nice ppl would care?its really da zhong lian pi cheng pang zhi man~ then still ask wad tt music composer or dunno wad arranger of the singapore idol to make moosic for the band(i tink..cant remmerb) siao is it?!?!?~waste this kind of yuan wang money~ wah lau!!!! then the sch structure is so lan! rain only then here lauzui there lau zui~ siaN~so no matter how beautiful the sch is for tt one dae...no use one loh~tt dae rain only all the flaws will appear~ wahahha~

and omg~forgot to mention. can u imagine??? tt woman sae tt she wants to have a founder's dae? OMG!!! FOR WAd???? is it becox nobody celebrates her bdae with her so she wants to have this dae on her bdae??!?!? oh man~ waste money again~

wosh~

2004-11-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

todae is fridae.haha.vAn told me that her fren's fren'sfren is syl's ex~wah kaos~they break recently somemore.no wonder his performance is getting bad. arrggh!that ger so xing fu to have him as his gf..thou i dunno whether if he's a mr nice guy.but its kinda cool i tink.haha.then he got into the final3.wonder if he is able to make it into the finals.really gt doubts.coz he is not improving lidat.

todae got band oso.play until my mouth pain.my tooth hurts too.its super tiring.then oso first time i lunched with baolun.she suggested that the section should go for movies one dae.im ok with this but i think la..delon and gary mite not be interested.wahaha.coz u noe la.not bad she can feel wad is going on in the section.beli good~ haha~nvm la.

tml going to carnivaL!!! woohO~wonder how will it be like!! lOL!!

shuddup la

2004-11-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

wah lau.....we going thailand with my neighbours loh...hais..i dun really feel like going thailand loh...its so sian lidat...my neighbours buy the tic liao......but then is go by wad...by bus loh......i really think its super irritating when my mom tell me sae wad go hotel if see that can of things muz do wad do wad...wah lau..can stop telling me these kind of stuff not...its like.....arggh!like expected me to see lidat......basket.......i dun wan to go thailand la....................wah lau.................................ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHH!!
i dun wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

a walk to remember

2004-11-07T17:31:00.000+08:00

did i have an entry earlier on? hu cares la. argh~
*sprinkle some magic into my life*
*for all u noe, miracles exist*
*i really would love to have some magic to spice up my life!!!!*

...

2004-11-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

todae super sian la..go sch for OP again..then hais..ya la yala..more confidence..louder....but the wrost thing that i'd heard for the day is that..my DEAR ASSESSORS will be the "U FOOL!!!" wah fook man..wonder will he bear any grudges not..wahaha~ so er xing loh...and u muz noe...he got AP one loh..everytime always SCREAM at students....according gan she said that BOTH are BELI ANALYTICAL..so..i suppose the Q posed willbe...u noe la....wah lau..imagine i muz EYE CONTACT WITH him...gosh.......i gonna faint...

then later i mit up with serling.almost forgot abt it.lucky nv go BV with wenfeng...then talk talk talk thngo home sleep for dunno how many decades until 630.dumb man.got to pose Q for myself..fook..how i noe?????

then talk to dwayne. hmms. think he has changed a little la. as least he's more matured now. got tin b4 he talk..then no longer always abt LOVE LOVE LOVe le..

hais..hope tt tml will b a better dae..shd i go band tml?? suggestionS?

the wedding~

2004-11-01T08:34:00.000+08:00

ohoo~yesterdae i cut my hair...went for a wedding dinner at nite..
when i cut my hair..when i stared into the mirror..i realised that wad my neighbour commented is trrue~ i've become darker!!! omG! how come ar? nvm la......dunno y last time i wish i was darker but now i wan to bleach myself...wahahaha..i've decided that i shall bleach myself!!!

ok then to the wedding dinner....it was at the roxy hotel ..u noe tt one opposite the parkway parade.....wah lau..i tell u ar..at first when i stepped in..think its quite romantic as its the first time we were attending those open-air kind of wedding la...then beside the pool somemore..wah lau..but tt person sae we sit inside the room..ok loh fine loh....basket loh..the food is like shit man....shark fin dun taste like sharkfin...cant even find the fiins...wad u can see is the crab meat...its so nan chi!!!!omG! the fish so small....not fresh at all!!! no abalone...but scallops! omG!!!!!!!! arrrggh~

ok then nvm...b4 san gu (amy's mom ) i was oreadi there....then got those relatives mistook me for san gu......they said i looked super alike to san gu during her teens' years.....actually i oso agree la..coz i saw her photo when she was still young tt time..wah piangs...really like photocopy one..then hor got one aunty she tot i san gu..then wave to me...i just stare at her then she shocked...wahaha..so paisae.......omG~ then later my cuz come...then we play zhong ji mi ma..tt stupid ah xiang..sabo me...make me drink tt stupid chinese tea with pepper......coke and 7-up..omG~

hais...sians la..later muz go sch for band..dun really feel like going la....

bloated~

2004-10-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

wahaha~ todae ar..tsk tsk..went to eat pastamania with vanessa wahaha~eat until i wan to vomit sia~ omG~ so shy leh..first time i go out with her sia~ wahaha~then buy earrings somemore...wahaha~but suay leh...i wan to pon band one..then when we go pastamania saw tiffany denzil gerald and noe hu?? benny!!! omG~ he asked me" are u going band later??" omG! i duno how to ans..so i stutter..then u wad i meant la..then he gif tt kind of.."ok nvm then.." face..oops~

wah kao...time flies fast loh..todae upload the op slides le..oh man..cant imagine that next week fri will b A levels chinese..basket...dun tink can study le...so many words loh...then next thurs is OP!!! omG~~!! i super scared.....coz i cant pressent well....na bei...wahahaha~ hope tt god can bless me..

but actually quite sad todae leh..coz hor...hais..noe tt rachelle and joel not gonna be in 04s204 next yr...hais....true that the class is not super duper close with each other..but hor...anyone leaving or coming into the class is like eh....dun feel rite leh.....its like...already got used to each other's presence..now absence of some and presence of others...weird weird.....hais........basket man........y lidat? arrrgghh!!somemore when we leaving sch todae...saw joel w/o spects...he got into a fite earlier on...kaos...the other guy's fault..go knocked on joel purposely..wah lau....

todae oso nv go to sch in da morning.....lazy leh....then slept...its so cool this morning....so nice to sleep...sleep until i dun feel like going to sch....

phew~~sly is in~ wahaha~ so jealous of denzil leh...coz he saw sly so many times..he even said hi to him b4...wah lau!!!!! i super duper envious leh!!!!

cold blooded

2004-10-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

first thing first..kao todae dry run again for op presentation..super duper demoralised one leh...the comments that she gave me hor...i see no hope for me one leh... not lian an hua ming you yi chun leh.....hais....i see darkness.....i tink i sure die one loh.....i dunno how la..then like got so many things to buck up on...especially the content...the q she asked ppl i can sort of roughly think of sth to sae...but the q she asked me i seriously have no comments loh..wah lau......argh pw sux la...

then i went back to haising...saw my 2 dotters.....and of coz many unfamiliar faces.....i began to reminisce ( is it used correctly?? spelt correctly? ) wahaha....tot of alot of things that had taken place in tt special room!! the band room~ hais......the feeling is no longer the same oreadi..not like last time so vibrant~ dunno la...feel quite sad la..especilly when i tot of my close frenz are leaving...mai la....dwayne la..wah lau~~ haisssss sians la...turn me off only...........hais.............

todae got back results slip..damn pissed loh...my grades are like shit....damn loh...all the content based sub i short of 1 - 2 mark to jump one grade!! fuck la..wahaha..too vulgar....shit la..........aiya..

sometimes i wonder " am i cold-blooded? " why i dun feel anything when i see that statement? why i feel nth when i noe that someone else is in his mind? why? coz im cold-blooded

fly fly fly~
ning jing de xia tian
tian kong zhong fan xing dian dian
xing li tou you xie si nian
si nian zhe ni de lian
wo ke yi jia zhuang kan bu jian............

2004-10-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

finally i got to update again. sians...these few days im super duper tired loh..everyday reached home the earliest around 7+ then eat bathe then i will sleep....really super duper tired loh!! its all becoz of one stupid thing PW~!!! argg!! its getting on my nerves loh...muz present..then everydae work on the written report until i wan to die.....its like...cant thinkof any new ideals le la....wad the hell do u exxxpect me to do rite?

OH MY GOD!!! YESTERDAE!!!! SINGAPORE IDOL!!!! SLYVESTER DID A FANTASTIC EXCELLENT JOB LOH!! OMG!! I LOVE HIS SINGING!! somemore he dyed his hair BLACK!!! it really suits him!! so nice..somemore he got a decent and clean look yesterdaE~~ omg!!! *mesmerized* omg~~~! he todae almost kena out leh..i was super scared....but then it ws maia...but i dun tink that maia shd b out loh thou i dun really like her or hate her la...but dunno y she out...its lidat one la..like last time david oso..for no reason out!! shitty loh~

hais..i super scared oso loh coz my damn bloody sch is out to kick ppl out of sch..i super sad leh...coz its like..my frenz are leaving le..omg.....tink next yr gonna b sian and no life w/o them loh....i really pray hard to god that tt bitch will not kick them out..at least give them a chance .....

im drowning......just teach me how to swim........i noe i will.....

2004-10-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

todae quite sian...got lotta things to sae one...but then after receiving a call from erina ... hais..no mood to talk about those trival things le...hais...mai going to england le leh......going there to pursue her studies for so many many years leh~~ hais.......y??? y??? y lidat??? its really a shock leh..m i dreaming anot?? she really leaving??? hais...............feel so super super sad...............haisssssssssssssss........dunno how to sae le la...no mood to sae la....................wish her all the best......haissssssss.......muz tell her personally............haisssss

sinking?in the mind~

open house

2004-10-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

todae open house sia! eh...go to sch early in the morning dunno for wad sia...coz i was slacking the moment after morning assembly till 12 noon...and that was like eh.....a few hours loh.....dots~
eh..i shd say that there werent as many ppl coming for this open house leh..lol..coz alot of ppl noe that its super stressed..saw daphne marilyn adeline sarah they all...wahaha~but dunno whether if they are coming mj not.....hope they dun come...wahaha..becoz mj is super stress loh......then i really dun wish to see them stressed up!!but then...the final decision is theirs la...i cant interfere..wahaha~
this morning when coming to sch like super suay lidat.....kaos..the whole of us in bus no.53 was late becoz the bus driver stop at the stop b4 meridian becox we were not squeezing hard enuff to let the public board the bus...so got one uncle yelled at us "CAN U PLS MOVE IN???" then tt bus driver sae "IM NOT GOING TO DRIVE AND I WILL JUST WAIT HERE UNTIL U ALL MOVE IN...WAN TO MAKE U ALL LATE!!" wtf loh..becoz of this...we were delayed for a few min loh....then kena late for sch........then the teachers all dun believe us ... crap sch..they said that we were just trying to find excuses...late means late...wad loh.......then the wrost part is ar..another bloody uncle who i see everydae at the bus stop one ar.....tt dae lie on my hand tt bastard ar...sae "WAD KIND OF STUDENTS ARE U??? STUDY MANDARIN!! BUT DUNNO CHINA'S NATIONAL DAE!! I ASK U ALL WHEN IS CHINA'S NATIONAL DAE?? U ALL OSO DUNNO!! WAD KIND OF STUDENTS ARE ??" and he repeated that twice...wad the fuck loh...its like NO LINK AT ALL LOH!! we were dealing with the moving in thingy and he asked us abt china's national dae...wad crap is this??got link meh?????wah lau..he himself is no better loh...siao one...got one 39 empty empty one he dun wan to take..then wan to squeeze with us...stupid~
hais...todae erina sad.kaos. then i tink i super useless la..tink i not fit to be her fren la.i dunno wad to sae to her when she feels sad.not that i dun bother or care but i dunno how to comfort her in the right manner..i super scared later i sae the wrong things then i die~hais..really wan to sae sorry to her man~kaos..im such a bloody idiot and fooker la....wah lau...ppl sad oso dunno how to make her feel better~ i noe how it feels like but i just dunno wad to do.....arrrggh~ im sucxh a pig!!!!!!!!!!

band......hais...todae after hearing wad marilyn and adeline told me..i really think that the current hscband is not wad the big family which i used to be in~hais...its really super sad.suddenly feel that...hscband will not make it for next year syf.be glad if they are able to get a bronze.i really haf no confidence in them.their attitude is really bad. i supposed the teacher-in-charge is partly resposible for this la..coz she herself oso kns one..only know how to slack lidat..nv give them the feeling that we used to haf..everyone is not committed...the stupid teacher only noe how to chase the band members go home asap..so that she can go home earlier to pei her laogong....wad crap la...seriously la..im super worried for hscband..but then i dun wana to bother le la......coz really la...i feel super disappointed with them...........the horny section isnt the saem horny section that i used to have le...hais..........i really miss the good old times that i had in hscband....i miss those days.....my seniors my frenz my juniors and of coz mrs chua............haissssssss........think no matter how hard they pray during next yr's syf..they wun make it de....haisss

i dun wana sink any further. fairy tale is just a dream........just too far far far far far away..............i've got to wake up.one shdnt go for things which dun belong to them........and i noe.......it'll nv nv nv nv be mine

2004-10-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

haha~todae goh abit funny...no la..actually he spoilt the perfect image that he left me with every morning in the bus..wahaha!every morning see him at the bus stop there..he looks so quiet and so wen zhi bin bin one..but todae sat beside him then think that actually he is much wild than i tot he is... i realised that he is super duper anti-mj one...wahaha..he is rebellious loh... we learnt the college anthem this morning and he just played and listened to techno songs all the way...even hit the floor with his fist..omg~wonder how pain it hurts!then ar..tsk tsk tsk..even use the cjc towel to cover his face so show that he super duper anti-mj~ gosh..but still tink he funny la..
wahhaah..i tot he was a marist..but yet..he turned out to be a victorian instead...so i went to ask gary..and gary even claimed that he knows him and said that goh was his buddy~ whahaa he said that goh is a nerd...lasst time spike hair..then now helmet hair...wahahha..then ar sae he loves to chiong studies at home one...it's so different form wad i see and wad i presume~ he seems to be one hu goes clubbing but gary thinks that someone like goh..wouldnt go clubbing and sae that he is not that IN to go clubbing and keeps claiming that he's a nerd! wahahhaha
but i just like his tan and his body...gary oso says that goh runs slower than him...wahah got no cca during his days in victoria...cant imagine man...wahahahahhahha

am i sinking? nonono~ i dun wana sink~no ending~

2004-10-14T12:12:00.000+08:00

hais..forget to blog yesterdae..wahaha..yesterdae woah i spent around 6 hours in band loh..i cant imagine that myself. but then nvm la..coz yesterdae no one control us ar...so the 3 of us wennt on chattting and crapping for that 3 hours of sectionals..think that talking is super tiring loh..coz when we went in for combine ar..kaos..i was super tired loh...i reallly dun feel like playing at all.wahaha~ then play for so long until lips swollen lidat..wahhaha~
actually im quite suay these few days..u noe ar..yesterdae my water bottle leak mah...then my whole bag wet ..i din noe so i put my bag on my lap..kaos..the red stain on my bag stain my skirt loh~kaos..then dirty my skirt..go home tell my mom that the water bottle sux and in the end i got scolding from her~ THIS morning loh..wah kaO..she likes to be unreasonable so i oso quarrel with her back loh..wah kaO~ super irritating loh..wads worst is that kaos..my only skirt left for these week!!1 the zip spoil..i was frantic loh..duno wad to do..lucky i call sharifah then she sae she can lend me i f i dunmind her skirt there got a bit dirty..so i sae anything loh..wahah
cant imagine loh todae is super sian..pon the cheerleading stuff..so bo liaO...arGh..hungry liao la..later then tok...wahah..got so muich to talk abt my new eye candy goh!hahahA~ he so cute..but dunno whether he's cute or wad la..arrrr

2004-10-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

hais..wana change my blogskin one..but the server for the blogskin is down for now..hais...then cannot cahnge..i so scared my comp kena virus or wad leh..it always shows the blue screen
todae got band..then wah..12-3 got sectionals loh...i tot that band would end at 3.it ended at 430 instead.wOah~sectionals oso abit slack la todae.wahaha.zhenghong was looking at delon's wallet todae..wahaha...then we saw delon's i/c~ wahaha ~look super different from his usual spiky whacky hairstyle~haha~ that foto on his i/c the hair neatly combed somemore..wahaha...centre parting..like so retro..wahaha~baolun and i were laughing so hard that our heads nearly dropped~ wahahahah
todae shd go watch movie one..but dunno y in the end nv watch..that's good oso....coz i no nid to spend money..as u noe im broke for now...HAIS~phone bill sux la...LOL

2004-10-08T22:10:00.000+08:00

todae went shopping again...but shits la..i spend too much todae lidat..spend about 40 bucks...though this isnt the first time i spent this amt of money...i just feel that its not worth it lidat...shits......

wooot

2004-10-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

wohoho~finally i am blogging again...wahaha...no mood and strength to blog...got lotta stories to tell~
TODAY
went out with serling and watched the exorcist dunnno how to spell la...eh..nc-16..but tink not bad la....its gross in the sense that some bloody scenes then got alot of flies flying around..the most disgusting part i would say is the woman gave birth to a dead baby....and its so bloody and its body is covered with maggots. gosh~ but oso quite funny la..when tt sarah kena possessed that time asked that guy " tot u wana fuck me?" wahaha..look at her face at tt point of time...tink anybody would just want to faint and vomit loh...hu will still wan to fuck her? hahaha
then serling so cute~ hahahaha she grabbed my hand when got those scarry scarry parts..wahaha~ then can feel she like shiver shiver..wahha so cute!! think she tonite no need sleep le la...she everytime imagine wad her toilet tt window....someone is watching her...if not when she opened her cupboard ..she will find a dead man there...haha..she super duper imaginative!! i so excited now oso!! coz gonna take picture with serling!! haha go tt studio take!! kaos..i wan to indulge myself with new bags new clothes and new wallet..but now i gonna spend on foto!! dots..waste money onli loh me..take oreadi the camera sure BOOM~

think tml going out with serling again to buy that pair of pants we saw at e-base.gosh!its super cheap loh...18 bucks nia!!! arrrggh!~~ i cant wiat to go for more shopping and shopping!!!!! muahahaha

YESTERDAE AND MORE MORE YESTERDAE
hmms..yesterdae was my last dae for promo!! qu9ite excited about it coz finally i no need to hear anyone tok abt studying or discuss about anything related to bio chem math!! its super irritating....i realy hate it...i really hate to hear ppl discussing about that!!! i dunnno y la..but i just dun like it. its like..aiya dunno how to sae la.......as usual la everytime pms...
promos..got ppl sae easy loh......wah the toot loh..smart sae smart la...dun try to hide or act humble loh.....so haolian for wad man......noe u will top top top the level one la........happy le mah...wah kao..really cant stand ppl hu say promos is ez....really wish to see how they perform!!

aiya................

hais

2004-09-25T14:12:00.000+08:00

i haven been blogging for a long time. i dunno wads wrong with me. i just wan to stop blogging. everytime as i blog, i m always reminded of things which i dun wish to be reminded of.
but, i still cant resist the temptation. so i decided to blog again.
a new ger by his side. shd i feel happy or sad? actually, i feel nth. haha~ but i tink that seriously he isnt the guy that i had wished for. the times with him were just......crap. or rather a journey coz i learnt many things that i dunno abt myself and oso many things that i duno abt him. but i really realised that it wasnt the fairytale that i had wished for. he mite be one hu can let it go easily but isnt that too fast? no wonder. but its ok. im not hurt or anything. i dun feel anything i just feel that ive got nth to tok to him. i dun wish to tok to him. im just to lazy to tok to him.
hais. promos coming. gosh. i just started revision yesterdae. i am so worried. im just so scared. its so scarry to see the rate at which my classmates are studying for promos. somehow, i feel that i just cant do it. to achieve it seems to be a long way to go...full of hurdles. hais. fuck man~ really hope that everything can go well.
something is wrong too. sometimes i really dun feel like tokin to anybody. im just so tired. i guess they knew too. sometims when they tok to me i feel irritated. i dun mean to feel and treat them that way. im just emotional at times. i really dun feel like talking to them. i just wan to be in my own wonderland
* oN the lOsiN eNd * u R oVer d3 rAinbOw * iM lOsin mY gRiP *

2004-09-12T06:34:00.000+08:00

waH..so long nv blog le neh...wahaha..hais..im such a disappointment man!! sae wan to study in the end i spend the whole week sleeping and shopping wad the hell man!
watched anaconda tt dae.saw van daRdar with her bro and mom~her bro so cute!!! felt like hugging and pinching him sia~ hahaha *pinch*but canot la..later van dardar jealous..hahahahaha..the show now bad la..quite exciting..and no romance involved. that's better coz those "live happily ever after" ending makes me ponder and ponder and ponder only..coz i tink....no such sweet endings will happen.
hais..sians..yesterdae went for dental appointment hais..so dumb la.everytime see the dentist i beli nervous leh. then i dunno wad to do.coz like so ke lian lidat he...muz take a look at my stinkO moutH~bahahaha~and with those ugly teeth..wah laUs!! i hope the dae which my teeth become normal normal be here fast..i cant wait for the 3 years to be over soon!!!arggh!!!!
now i feel super duper damn sad leh.i dunno y..tink coz i siaO liao..then muz go back to sch le.hais.i dun wan!!! i wan to slack at home man!!hais..then now i tinking if i wan to change the phone!! coz this phone makes me damn irritated!! the stupid keypad is like shit!!! beli hard to press...everytime sms ppl until beli pek chek!! i really feel like throwing the phone hard on the floor..then i step on it until powder form! dots man....fiaking keypad. ARRRGGH!! but im broke la..kaOs..no money to buy le loh.kaos..i gonna rob bank le...aiya.tonite then continue la..i going to watch teebee le..LOL

WOOHOOOOOO!!

2004-09-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

heyhey~todae..hais..supposed to go out with leehoon early afternoon one..in the end i can only go out with her late afternoon because i had to wait for my mom to be back.since my that PIGPIG bro was home todae. *sob* so tired just now.so we decided to go the library tt "QUIET STUDYING ROOM" to study?? of coz not!! im no mugger. we actually went there to sleep~ bahahaha!! its really nice sleeping there u noe? the air con was like on full blast lidat..so cold..so comfortable sitting on the sofa~woohOO and it was so quiet and peacful and soon went to dreamland~ woohOO~ then wanted to get pizza for dinner but ar her mom called and asked her to be back asap coz the whole family waiting for her to buy dinner home. there goes our pizza. so we decided to go for pizza on thursdae instead! hahaha!! im lookin forward to that dae man!! aWWaWW~ todae then i realised that she actually tinks that jY's candy is cute~ oh my god~ he so quiet quiet on..can actaully caught the attention of so many gers..around 6 said that he is cute! haha

2004-09-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

i really feel damn fucked up la! i dunno y la...feel damn pissed off...feel damn sad and wad so eva! fuck man....i really hate life loh..damn sian of it le.......arsehole la!!!bloody bitch and stuff!stupid bastards~ i cant help it but just haf to scold all these.suppose im going crazy. but im just trying to vent my anger and stuff!! nB~~~~ tOot tOOt tOOT!!!! get a life la~!!!
i wish to avoid certain things~ i wish to encounter certain things~ but wad the fuck~luck isnt by my side.damn~ y am i so suay?
hais....i feel that life sux!! i beli worried for my ah gong~ do u noe??im just so scared.his age is really catching up 90 years old soon. im beli scared. saw him that dae.his legs were red and swollen from the itch. im just so scared that its diabetes.im just so scared its any diseases!! yes i may not be close to him but .......i dunnO~ i've lost someone so dear to me le............i dun wana lose anyone else.......seriously i miss the good times i had with ah mah..........DAMN~ think its all my fault..y din i go take care of her that time? she wouldn't fell and stuff.....i could still remmber that ever since i moved back..she was all alone in that house. she could do nth all dae long but to sleep....soon....she even had started to forget hu i am.....she wouldnt have fallen from bed and knocked her head and haf to be admitted to the hospital..its the dae when i finished my exams tt i decided to go and visit her..but she just fell..it was after my bio exams on 14 may 2002 that she passed away.i remember that nite we were planning to go to ah mah house and ask xiao yi to cook for us. i was so happy!! becoz i haven seen ah mah for soo long.but wad came next was the call. we rushed down..but she was oreadi lying still on the bed. i couldnt believe my eyes. i dun wan to accept this fact. up till now..i still cant accpet it..........i hate that dae!!! hate the dae she was brot to the coffin!! i hate the dae she was being cremated!i really hate it...IM JUST DREAMING!!! PLS TELL ME THAT I AM DREAMING!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish to cry at times. but i dunno y. i dun seem to cry. no tears. but i can hear my heart crying~ i dun wan to lose anyone in my life!!!!oh man!!!!! bloody fucked up now.hais.....i wan a shoulder to lean on!!!!hais......losing them is all my fault......coz i've let them go.......wad ever that had happened or is happening..is all my fault......i brot all these to myself. A BLOODY BITCH!!!!!!!!!!

haisss

2004-09-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

todae quite upset.i dunno why.just feel super sad.super disappointed after im back from shopping with erina. mayb coz im alone at home then beli sian. but i just dunno y ...hah...mayb coz we din take part in band festival?that's part of the reason..the other part..i just dunno..feel damn sian loh..hais......go shoppin until im left with about a dollar only..how pathetic...tsk tsk tsk...hais...i oso dunno if i shd go band on fridae..since i am having dental appointment at330.. but i haven oil oil my laogong horny~ so long nv touch him..he sure beli thirsty then become rigid rgid one...haha IMPOTENT! haha..no la.. then the valves sure stuck one mah..think i will go bah..then the most i go off earlier loh...hais..then i will miss the chance to see candy!haha..sian la..he is super sian....hais...DOTS~~~!!! muz find new one le..LOL~
hais.seriously la..i feel like scolding slapping ppl now...so fucked up~ i dunno y la..just feel like scolding fffffffff!!! suckerneinei man.....arGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! bored to death!!!! fffffffffffffffffffffffff

the first dae of holidae~~

2004-09-05T11:31:00.000+08:00

althou todae muz go back to sch early in the morning at 730 for the damn math test, i was glad its all over now and i can enjoy my holidays!! i've got everything planned!! that is shopping shopping and mroe shopping!! woohOO~~ todae went to orchard with wen feng again haha! then on the way there..hmms..saw this quite good lokin guy on the train but wad a pity, he is not beli tall la..the most 172 cm onli.haha..his complexion is good and with a pair of spects over his beautiful eyes! god~ so charming. haha. but wad a pity la..i dunno him. then we went to far east walk walk walk then decided to go to the pacific plaza coz i wana take a look at my fav roxy stuff again!! this time round!! i saw him again!! he was wif 2 other frenz. so paisae. the moment i saw him i quickly ran to the pillar there and took a bigger step forward for a closer look. dots. i make myself malu onli. coz!!! he noticed that~ so did his frenz~wah lau!!! so paisae!then they turned back and looked.ARGH~~ hais.then nv see him anymore.hais. so sad!!
but todae shop until beli sad. coz hais. i din bring money with me and i cant buy wad i wan!!! dots! i saw many stuff i like~ the pencil case, the wallet the skirts the shoes the tops. wah lau!!! all so nice!!argh!!! y lidat!!!
hais...think im not fated to buy one la. haISS!!!
wah todae tt LAI LAI spoke to us after the math test abt the long timetable stuff. think they are sort of making the timetable shorter becoz someone commented that the student councilors have not say and no impact in the sch's decision. think ppl duno la..will change oso becoz of that reason. hais..quite true. the sch FOCUS alot on grades. dOTS~
yesterdae nite chat with jingyi!! so fun!! i really love it! haha talk abt all kinds of stuff~ ahem aheM ~ love her more and more liao. hahaha

dots!!!!

2004-09-03T08:50:00.000+08:00

dots la..hais..yesterdae was a damn damn suay dae loh. kaos. u noe ar..yesterdae early in the morning i fell oreadi!!i fell down the stairs loh...dots i rolled down 8 steps loh..then i got scratch on my left leg and a cut on my chin! kaos..damn paisae loh..go to sch put one plaster..hahha at first jasmine gave me her colourful colourful plaster..haha..so paisae leh..everybody like keep looking then asked me y i put plaster. they tot i shave goatee until i cut myself!! haha!! toot toot! then later i changed to the normal one coz the colourful colourful one cant stick anymore!hahahahaha~ dots~ everybody oso sae i careless...clumsy...but i find that the fall is rather ridiculous because i was just wondering if it was raining so i turned my head and see..then i said "huh? raining??" then i fell le~ dots!!! wad the hell loh...lidat oso can fall..really stupid!!!
argh!! damn la~~todae fridae got 2 spas...dots..u tink this spa can relaax and enjoy??? enjoy my arse la..ppl soak in water nice nice ar..we soak in sweat! wah lau!! then ar...damn stressed loh...ppl come out from spa complexion nice nice my complexion come out becomes more pimples and mroe pimples..and i've got more wrnkles coz i frown too much~ dots..hate the sch man!!everydae oso spa and test...toot toot.!! then tml got the stupid math test! aiya nvm la..fail la fail la..i've been failing all my tests like nobody's busniess oreadi!!! so its alrite~ im used to it le..damn loh..the sch sux la..the chem tset set till so difficult..highest for cohort onli 25/43~haha can u imagine..its 25 loh..and the stupid sch aims to be top 5??? PLS TELL ME U R JOKING HOR!!
aiya sian la..later then i blog la..sians le.

2004-08-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

sians la.todae no sch!!yesterdae "played" whole dae so todae rather tired. slept till nearly 1...and then after breakfast(rather lunch) i went back to sleep. then chat wif chew geok over the fone for an hour plus!
planned to go to the beach todae. but the sky looked rather threatening so decided not to go.however after we made our decision, the sky looked fine again.dots. so i went to sleep again. hais..so slack man~haha tot of wad was i doing last week, fet fortunate todae coz i managed to sleep the whole dae!!! haha!hais.i wan to go shopping tml!!!

sia sway all the way

2004-08-31T14:30:00.000+08:00

lurve meridian dae

2004-08-30T14:27:00.000+08:00

now i am in sch..hais waiting for 250 to come then go hall..sian liao..later must dance.learnt the dance just now..but i tnk i cant dance at all..i onli noe how to laugh la.hais..i beli scared now leh..coz i tink i confirm will paisae myself onli..

continuing,,

2004-08-30T01:17:00.000+08:00

wah just came back from shopping..my legs are breaking..they hurt..tink tml will b swollen...i've been wlaking for hours and hours..went to bugis..then later went to far east. arh. finally bought my retro outfit at far east. hais..now come to tink of it..i really regret leh..i dunno ...i tink i am at my wits' end le..then i bought the clothes..so dumb loh..yellow top with a black skirt..die la...damn er xing leh...how...they sae i look beli retro..wah lau!!!! die la!!! i dun dare to step out of my house !! and i tink those stuff i wun wear again..its like ..just wear for one dae lidat..but todae damn sian.where ever i go..i see meridians....see meridians at bugis street..go orhcard oso see meridians at bugis street...Dots~ everyone is preparing for the LURVE meridian dae..wOah...die la..i really feel damn er xing now man......y do i buy that!!! gosH! nvM~~!
then when we finsihed our dinner at moss burger..when we walked along the streets outside taka there...saw jessica in front of me with her bf~ wah i was shocked~ hahaha when she turned around..then she said she heard mengyang's voice then turned around to see if it was him. haha true enuff~ so scarry~!!! meridian is everywhere...dots.
hais...then dunno leh..mayb tml going out to draw the cards for the teachers??think i need to sleep man...sian loh...must do math..damn lazy to do..i just feel like sleeping now..hais.....nvm la..forget la...haisss

hMMxx!! hMMxx!!

2004-08-28T12:15:00.000+08:00

todae is sat!!just finished my bio lecture test..it was horrible..haha..confirm fail one la...u noe ar..the standard error mean thingy rite..the formula was on the so called formula list la..but then ar..i m dumb enough the se wrongly..tot the standard deviaiton is the varience..so i went to sq my stadard de..sian liao loh.hahaha.hais..lidat whole Q wrnog liao..then ppl calculate DF=3..i calculate 1 onli...dunno y oso..weird la..then they ask about mitosis stuff about importance and functions of mitosis..i oso dunno how to do..coz they beli similiar so i dunno which is which so i just anyhow han-tump loh...hahahaha..die la..god!! help me...dun make me flunk! pls!!!!!!
oh ya..btw..stlll in school now..waiting for wenfeng and sophie they alll to finsih their cca..then later go out wif rachelle humairah sophie wen feng mengyang and mayb jing yi to buy the retro outfit for the lurve meridian dae. woah~indeed i LOVE meridian wOrs..yucKs...hai....im actually quite frightened by the arrival of mondae leh..i dunno y la..but i scared..but i oso look forward because i wana see candy and cutie. hais..todae they nv play bball..so cannot see again..hahha nvm la... i wonder wad candy and cutie will b wearing and wad they are going to perform.haha.tink the moment i see them on stage i will start to giggle and later roar out into laughter one la...as u noe..im so niosy one..everytime luff until i tink the building can shake hahahahahhaa!!! craPx~ im scared because we must perform on that dae la..then so paisae...the first time i'll b dancing in front of these new faces..so weird lo..think i need to buy a pokemon mask to cover liao....no face to see ppl loh..i scared i danced halfway until i laughed sia..then lidat will b damn paisae liao..hais..............................................................................life sux la~ bahahahahahaahso sad leh...i din even get to take a glance at candy and cutie. hahah! so funny rite..nvm la..later going shopping can go see even better quality cute dudeS! bahahhahahahahahahaha~ aiya that's all la...tonite then i update la..i sian liao..hahhahha

fridae again!!!

2004-08-27T19:21:00.000+08:00

todae is fridae again. and hais.. again..there's a bloody test tml. darns. its bio again on cell division and stats. hais..sians..as usual..i haven started on the bloody revision. darns. hais..dun talk about test le la..make me sian onli...
todae..hais..feel quite irritated at first becoz i really hate practicals. its damn hot and damn boring la. then after that got pe!! haha..played vB..tot that he would b there playing bball..but sad la..look around...din see him in any of the courts..nvm la...he muz haf gone home to mug le...but nvm la...todae i found a new candy..or rather cutie la. hahaha~ he is candy's fren~ he not as tall as candy but he is tanned..spiked a bit hair one..then he play bball one oso..haha he so cute leh~ felt like pinching him~ he so helpful and sweet somemore...help us pick the ball...haha so cute!!! arggggHH~~ then when he play bball..oso beli cute~ hahahaha~ yay~ got new candy le..wahhaha..and he is better than candy~~ hahahah nvm la..but i dunno if he is in candy's class..see them talking b4 onli..LOL~ aWwaaWWww~ hahahahaha~ siaO liaO..too stREssed liaO..so muz talk crap again~ hahahahaha
hais..tml go shopping!!! wohoo!! my fav!! the retro stuff confirm buying..then wana pierce my ears..i wana buy new bag...new walllet..but i dunno wad to buy...hais...broke liao leh..aiya..tml then see first which to buy la!hais..hope that candy and cutie can do well for their test tml!!! bahahahha! all the besT!! hope i can see them again!!! awwAww

darn~

2004-08-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

hais..todae isnt a good dae too. i dunno y. just feel that it isnt a good dae la.ok la.todae is sian. todae after bio remedial we went to learn the dance steps for the 3min performance. hais die la..i tink i gonna throw my face.i dunno how to twist..i dunno how to dance la basically.then so paisae hais~ somemore i so forgetful..confirm forget the steps one la. hais. then so troublesome loh. that dae i muz bring so many things to sch lidat..muz bring the retro stuff..then mayb bring stuff to bathe?? then slippers..then notes..wah kaos..so many things to bring..i mite as well camp in sch.....hais..dun talk about it la....i no mood to sae..hais..

then after that i go band..hais....thou got candy to see is kinda like fun la..but its like..dunno la..im just pissed off la. todae play el camino real..new piece...then trumpet no score...then she asked me if i take the score..but i nv take la..seriously i tink i too fierce liao..erina and mengyang sae i was as thou quarrelling lidat..i din mean it la..i tink its too sian until i cant stand it liao la. then hais..so suay..todae me and gary talked beli little liao..then she caught us talking hais..so weird leh..everytime we talked so much then luff n luff n luff...she nv sae anything..todae then she sae..haha..nvm la...haha..so sorry!! din mean to b fierce!!
then todae chose SC~ then play merry widow and invictus again n again..until i beli tired leh...hais...nvm la...its over le anyway....hmms....sians..todae oso nv see much of candy~ haha nvm la..i sian of him le la...aiya so scarry..sekali he knows he is my candy then die. mengyang!! dun sae so loud ok? haha beli scarry one leh....then like so obvious some more..LOL~
then band fund is reduced to $3..finally...$5 is really too much la...hais..pay until i wan to cry..so many things to pay.fone bill...calss fund..band fund..buy this buy that...hais..broke le la..really broke la..gonna rob the bank soon man........

hais...i no mood to sae anymore things la......hais...continue next time when im feeling better la....hais...sians........................................hai hai hai

shitty dae

2004-08-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

!@!@!@!@!@!%#^#%^ damn it. everything was fine this morning until we went home. got caught by 2 DISCIPLINE COM teachers for jay-walking. and they said "i wan to go home oreadi u noe? u wan to die is ur busniess!! dun die in front of me.i've to b responsible for it.i wan to go home one u noe!?!?" fuck la! talk cock onli...wad the bloody toot la!!!aiya...wan us go in front of the whole sch then go loh..take it as fashion parade loh...wah lau pls la..u tink u nv jay walk b4 is it?!?! STOP CALLING US FOOLS LOH...U URSELF IS A BLOODY FOOL!!!like teachers like students loh...damn it~
broke liao la! my calss wearing retro for the 'LOVE MERIDIAN' dae indeed ar i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee u so much la!! i got no money le..and yet i need to buy/rent a retro dress...ahaha..i dunno how to buy retro clothes..shd i pon sch? stay at home shake leg?? hahahahhaha
aiya...after wad wen feng told me todae..i feel so guilty ... tink miss foo really beli ke lian...so bad of us treatin her like this. hais...sorry miss foo..can see that she is making improvemnt le la...~i will try my beli best to understand wad she is teaching~

damn bloody shitty dae loh~

2004-08-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

wah todae no mood to change colour change font man. everythnig was fine until the time we were going home..damn pissed off by the 2 teachers loh.fiak loh. they caught us jay-walking. but so wad?? pls loh..then scold us "U R A BUNCH OF FOOLS!!!!" WAD THE FUCK?~? yah of coz we are fools wad..got u this kind of dumb teacher...of coz produce dumb students la.fuck la! u tink u nv jay walk b4 is it?!?!? its just that we STUdents din catch u doing that! stop calling us fools man!! insulting my intelligence thou i had none! pls loh....then tt black guy...according to sophie..every morning oso take train with her..then so many students jay walk he oso nv catch..somemore chat with his students...wad the hell la!!! see us j1s then bully rite...wah lau..dun tink u sae "BOTH OF US ARE FROM DISCIPLINE COM.." then we beli scared loh...its all craP! this is a crappy sch man!!!!
forget it! talking abt the makes my blood boil until cannot boil liao loh...rubbish!!!!! nvm....kaos..the shitty thing is yesterdae i had 2 entries for blog blog blog..in the end..kaoss... think i kena dc..then everything gone!! wah lau!!! sian la!!
wah i relaly broke le. my class doind retro..how to find retro clothes..rent ..is it cheap?? or shd i take mc that dae stay at home shake leg? todae wen feng told me abt miss foo's stuff..really feel guilty..shouldn't have treated her that way...can really feel that she is trying her beli best to teach us well le..i really feel so guilty....so sorry miss foo~
aiya! nvm la...i go sleep liao...sian man!

kaOSSS fcuk~~~

2004-08-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

wah kao!! todae really damn suay...just finished blogging a while ago and kaos..i realised that i got dc..oh my god..i gotta do everything all over again!
todae got chem test on gases and chem quilbrium wah the test so "ez" wor....confirm get F~ woohOO~ F is better than A rite?dun talk about test la.
hais todae went shopping with wen feng. kaOs..todae really damn suay alot of things happened..
incident 1:
we went to far east first coz i wana buy the stupid true blue outfit for the stupid love meridian dae la!!! coz no blur top and bottom!! then arsehole~ got into the shop "STRAWBERRY" FAR EAST LEVEL ONE! ATTENTION PPL!!! PLS DUN PATRONIZE THE SHOP!!! IT SIMPLY SUX!! THEY FORCE PPL TO BUY CLOTHES ONE THOU U R NOT HAPPY WITH THEM!!kaos..i dun like those jeans that i had tried..naturally i wun buy them but fuck la..the bloody auntie then sae sae sae until like my fault lidat....then i told her i nv bring money for the jeans and i had onli 10 bucks left she just took my money away and said "u can always pay deposit and collect it again another dae" na bei knn!! wads the bloody prob loh? so i told her "can i haf my money back? i tink i need to consult my mom first..i scared she doesnt allow me to buy u see" tt fucker responded by saying " ger ar nvm one la..ur mom wun mind u buying clothes moreoever our clothes are of top quality" f la..top quality...so er xing loh..then she nv returned me the money. instead she gave me a piece of paper so called-reciept
for me to collect my tt bloody pair of jeans another dae..fuck man....pls ppl dun patronise that shop~ they damn wad one~ onli noe how to force ppl to buy..pls dun!!
incident 2:
damn pissed off and sad. so sat down and rest awhile tink of solutions and then cool down abit then went to heeren. as u noe la..from far east to heeren not beli near ....then later shop shop at heeren until legs want to break le. so we deicded to use the lift since we are so tired and we are pigs u see...so we pressed 1. before u enter..u could feel a little weird and eerie.
then after that when the lift reached the ground floor..i was shocked and stunned and scareD!!! i saw no one but darkness and candles were flicking and got "pai pai" ..i damn scared..when wenfeng was about to step out..i pulled her back and when she saw she screamed!! and i quickly pressed the "door close" button and back to the fith floor..so scarry..when we were so scared...at that moment my phone rang! then she screamed again..i was praying so hard when i was in the lift that nth will happen.....its really scarry...the moment it reach 5th floor we ran out!!
then after that went to bedok hawker centre for dinner. then we took 291 home from tamp interchange..we were discussing y is it that even thou u noe some ppl and they oso noe hu u r but u just dun sae"hi" to them or even talk to them..so weird...then she talked to me about the vb student coach...then she said its damn weird to see him sch..then nv sae hi to him b4..but then during games elective that time they did sort of talk ..since he taught vb...the suay thing was..he was on the bus as well...i was shocked when he turned his head back...then i quickly nudged wenfeng and told her about it...she was still looking for him when i pulled her hand and showed her the direction...the suay suay thing was he turned back at the point of time and he knew that we were talking about him!! god so embarassing!!! wenfeng then started to lol and lol non stop...god......so paisae
hais...really hope i can have good luck and could save more money next week to buy more stuff!!!!

@#@#$$!!@@

2004-08-20T13:55:00.000+08:00

dots~din blog for days agains. hais. wad can i sae..these few days were disastrous la.hw hw and more hw. i haven even completed my tutorial 2 for math mr chua had oreadi started or rather, finishing tutorial 3 and we are gonna hand in out assignment soon. oh dots~
woah. todae mr kelvin tan taught ionic quilibrium part 2..wOaH~ "beneficial" lecture indeed. the moment he started, i din get what he was trying to teach at all. its just so weird... i dun get his point la. i just dun understand the whole lecture la. math i was oreadi half-dead loh...so i was stoning and sleeping alittle..and that stupid wenfeng slapped me and woke me up!! i was so happy in my wonderland u noe!! haiss!!
hais. todae got band. so sian. haha. then got a few new pieces. hmms. got home late. so tired now. hais.. tink i better get some sleep now. hais. still got chem test on sat. oh suxH~i dunno wad's the time. shits~ and the best thing is i've not studied yet. wOohOO~ congrats me!! quick!! congrats!!! hais..my every sch that i go to..is so...shitty one?? test and test and more test~ wtF!? arsehole la...everydae go home so late..must do hw...then how to study rite? hais..nvm la...we've got 101 hrs / dae u see...woah~ im spending about 12 hours in sch...oh god!!! that doesnt include band days loh! damn arse!!nvm nvm..band is good!! coz can see eye candy!!! wOohOO!!!bahaha~ wad crap la.
beginning to fall in lurVe wif alex du de wei's "tuO diao" (take off) that song! haha~ its so nice rite~ *shang yi tuo diao tuo diao tuo diaO~* wOohOO..but its abt "taking off" ur troubles and worries la..not really about going naked~ hahahahA~
aiya go sleep liaO gOOD nite! tata!!! all teh best to me for my chem test!! and everyone taking tests on sat!! wah~ hope my eye candy can do extremely weLL~ hahahahahahhahahaha!!! siaO!

=|

2004-08-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

hais~todae is another boring dae (as usual) hais. then hais todae i took a re-retest for the nafa test coz the sch wants us to get silver. oh my god~ im so shocked that actually i can get a silver~ but all thanks to that teacher who gave me so many chances when doing the sit-and-reach...if not ar..i really cant make it. thanks teacher~ dunno her name la. thou tink she looks fierce, she's such a sweeetie~! awwWwwWWWwwwwwW~
hais~worst still. todae no appetite(apple-pie) then hais eat wad chicken rice with beli beli little rice and chicken and toufu. for the dae...then recess ate the bread again..eeek..and my favourite!! miLo miLo miLO!! milo u rock!!!
then after sch,got project work. din get anyhting done la. haha but nvm. then after that i went to taka with sophie to check out where is her piano examination centre. hahaha~ then after went to moss burger. since i dun feel like eating so i just sat there and watched her eat. haha but weird leh i suddenly blurted out my own secert.damn la. haha but its ok.
aiya..i tink im sian with my new eye candy liao la. beli weird leh. i dun feel excited and happy when i see my new eye candy. like got no feeling one...haha so i tink he not my eye candy liao. haha. sorry la use him to forget someone. but then in the end it works la. really forget tt someone!! yay!! im so happy im so proud~ hahahaahah..no la...but now so sian...the eye candy isn't of any "entertainment" to me in sch...coz dun feel excited. hahahahhahahaha~

hais. feel so lonely everydae. dunno y oso. hais. something is missing from my life la. hahaha~ dunno what is it la..but nvm..its ok~ hahahahahahha..i will try and find out what it is....

today's story:
" once upon a time, there lived an arsehole named roliet, who got married with a suckerneinei, jumeo.."

=X

2004-08-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

world of rOliet aNd jUmeO
hais sians. todae supposed to go watch fireworks with wenfeng and mengyang one but hais hu asked me come tt thing then cramp then cannot go.beli sad one u noe. hais.i missed all the fireworks!! so irritated!! argh!!hais.sians la.todae slept for so long from from 1 in the afternoon to about 5 + in the late afternoon. hais. tml got math tutorial leh. i nv do anything.hais.dunno how la..i sure die liao la...nv do my work again! aRse hoLE! hais

dunno y leh. i dun feel happy again. haha. nth to be happy about anyway. got chinese test tml u noe? haiss..this is shit! hais.dunno wad to say now oso.Y AM I SO SUAY?!?!? ARGH!! i tink i really damn damn suay leh. y ar?? i tink i'll nv haf good luck one leh..hais..hais....dunno la. i hate to be lonely!! argh~~ so sick to b alone~ i wan my jumeO!!!! argggh!!! so dui bu qi wenfeng leh..ask her go watch fireworks in the end i nv go..sob sob...then everytime i tink im beli bad to her lidat. hahahahahahhahahahahha~ always box her! hahahahahah~hope she dun sad sad anymore~

shits. supposed to do the card for mr sung..i haven done..haha nvm loh...then nv do chem equi..sians la... aiya no mood to blog anymore la..next time then i blog.............arrrrrggh!!!

todae's story....

*in this world of roliet and jumeo lives abloody bitch roliet and a toot toot bastard call jumeo*

headache

2004-08-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

todae is saturday the 14th~my dad's b'dae~but ar aiya i beli bad leh. din get him anything..im broke le!sorry dad! i dun mean it..hahahaha..next time ok? when i got money then i treat u to a feast~! hahaha~hais but really feel bad about it.

die la dunno wads wrong with me leh..i always feel giddy even when im sitting down. its like i feel tt my brain is sorta spinning lidat...wah lau..die la..is there any prob wif me? i beli scared leh. or am i too stressed? many ppl said that i am. serling wenfeng sophie mengyang erina.

hais. im really sick of life la. sians man. i got headache liao leh..serious headaches since yesterdae. haha. sometimes so pissed that i dun wan to tok to anybody lidat..no la..i tink its due to PMS haha coz erms..haha it has announced its arrival(sooner or later la). hais. damn stressed la..seriously damn stressed. wha kaO. no more happy days for me anymore! argh!! mondae got the chinese test..aiya i dun wan to study la they always bluff ppl one..sae form Fto dunno wad..later oso nv come out...i tink i copy cna liao la.

todae got bio test leh.die leh. first Q i stuck liao. no mcQ. nvm la. fail loh. i got no mood to pass. i damn pissed and sad la. hahaha. then after that waited for sophie and wenfeng to go FORUM there for the CIP thingy. haha. we so suay la. go to the streets to sell sweets and flowers but hais..no business. nobody wants to buy anything from us. so pissed and paisae. but nvm. so we went back to the so called stall. then ar.....help them wrap wrap sweets then tok cock wif gary.after that went to far east to eat long john until i wan to vomit. hahahaha.then go shop shop but din pierce my ears again. coz im scared! i wan to buy skirt le.i confirm le..i see tt skirt le..i wan to buy!!

so tired now. really want to sleep. haha. just now i was so shocked. haha read my farling's mail. read the first line onli then my heart started to beat faster.dunnno y leh..i beli scared suddnely!! suddenly she asked me abt eye candy..wahah i even more scared. hahahah. i dunno wad to sae. coz i tink its rubbish leh wad i wrote. hahah...then i tink she is rite.i nv tell her anything...ahahha..seriously..i dunno how to kai kou...so hard to sae...so paisae somemore..i tink i damn troublesome one la...everything oso wan to bother ppl. wads my prOB?? i oso dunnno...aiya..i;ve been having nightmares these few nites..wah lau..i beli scared!!! how??? all abt sch one someorme...i tink i really can go jump down liao la.

tml haising celebrating national at down town east leh.idunno if i shd go anot..i so lazy and yet i dun wan to stay at home. but i dunno la..i really think im damn complex leh...i hate this man. neh neh pok. wah lau ..sians la..the moment i tink of the tons of work that i;ve yet to complete..i really sian 1/2 oreadi leh.

i dun wan to do work!!!fook fook fook~when can i lac lac lac??? bahahha..no la...i tink i damn suay..must go churches temples mosque for good luck le!! haha wad rubbish man.....tok crap again... aiya tml then write la..i sian liao............................

xueli xueli pig pig pig pig pig tOot tOot TOOtt tOOt
suc sucker sucKersssssss neh neh ni POOT POOTT!!!!!!!! fiak fiak faik,,,bahahhahahah

fridae de 13

2004-08-13T19:42:00.000+08:00

been a few days since my last entry..hais..these few days ..im just to tired to on the comp and blog blog blog..hmms..wednesdae went to the thailand band concert. i must sae that they played really really well but alittle boring coz the pieces were too long. but oh my god!!! i simply LOVE the TROMBONE (t-bone) section!!! they are so cute!!! an all-guy section somemore..haha..they danced danced danced~ so cute!!!!!! aWwaaWWW !! im in love wif trombone!!i really am!!!aWww~!! trombone i love u~~!!!
todae got back the chem paper. glad that i can pass cause i din study much for it!! phews~ but the idiotic thing is they pinned up the results on the chem notice board...wtF loh......wads ur prob la.....
hais..sians leh..tml got bio test...then got so many many chapters leh...i damn damn lazy to study la.......i really got no mood.....hais...now going to be 8 le..yet i still slacking ard hais..i tink i wan to cry liao la...just so stressful everydae!!!! arrrrrrggggghhh!!!dun tok abt bio man..reminds me of her onli...wah lau..she so smart hor..come up wif the fOO's (or rather fOOL??) theory..wad n/2 for meosis...go eat shit la...kaos..she really doesnt noe how to convey her msg well loh...na bei...dunno wad the tOOt tOOt she talkin abt la...then wad the hell...she point point the laptop monitor.....DO U TINK TT I NOE WAD U R TALKING ABT???Y I SO SUAY??kena her as my bio teacher and got into this bloody tOot tOot sch oso...EXTEND HOLIDAE UNTIL NOV 25......ARGHHHHHHH!!! no more holidaes le loh.....tot that when there's A levels..we are not supposed to go to sch? weird la this sch...kaos...DAMN kiasu loh...no wonder its no longer popular now...think will close down...hais...confirm wun b their so-called top5 jc..(their desire)
hais.......i tink i really pms one leh.................my mood swings alot alot alot alot alot!!! hais...............so sad leh....i din see my eye candy todae..but nvm la...yesterdae saw him can le! argh.....but..wad abt tml.??? wad abt sundaE??? cannot see him...argh.....aiya actually he is just a childish pig loh...but then beli humourous la..LOL that's the onli thing i think he is my eye candy....thou not shuai..but his humour is good enuff le!!! arggggghhhhARAR!!!
hais..i wan to pierce my ears again..the toot toot hole kaos..closed le..hais..i scared leh..i wan to pierce 3..but tbu but i noe it confirm hurts alot!!! i scared!! later i cry!! i scared later infection!!! i scared they pierce wrongly!!! argh!! how how how how how how!!!!!!!!!
ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHH
XUELI SUX SUX SUX!!PMS PMS PMS EVERYDAE!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*wei you ni kuai le wo cai kuai le*

wah..so long nv blog le eh??

2004-08-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

aahaha~so long nv blog le..so weird hor..now looking back..wah i tink my previous entries simply suck. they were craP. so irrelavant. so dumb. so nonsensical and its jusT rubbish la..haha!! wah first time i feel happy le leh..u noe y? coz finaLLY!!! i've gotten over it!! yay!!!all thanks to the bbq on sat nite. hmms..tokin abt the bbq ar..eh..me and erina were considered early when we din really noe the way there. haha..really cukoo leh..we took 31 to marine parade then go the Giodarno to see see look look the shirt mrs chua wanted..then we go buy choc mint ice cream for onli $1.90~then we made a few round b4 we noe how to get out of the building~ thou we managed to get out, here came our next prob. where was the underpass to east coast?? at first we decided to head for the opposite direction..but then heng~ we asked the security guard for help! wah the uncle so frenly!!! so nice!! haha and in the end we managed to get there!!! yay!! since we werent of any help, erina and i climbed up tt thing..dunno call wad la..then see see look look enjoy the breeze..but then so paisae la..got a couple there..then so intimate we decided to go down and sit on the bench~ haha then talked talked talked and enjoy the breeze!! damn nice!!! woohoo..that dae no nid go saloon oso can make ur hair look as thou its blown by hair dryer..haha...actually after that quite sian le..coz beli little come.. most idiotic thing was when we went to the loo..we din bring money..nearl cannnot relieve myself..haha in the end went the mac's toilet.hahah~ then after that went home with emma they all..but ar..tsk tsk..we spent alot of time waiting for someone..tsktsk..and waiting for cab.lucky those guys are gentlemen..let us have the cab first..hahaha~then me erina and emma shared a cab home. hmms..really got to thank the bbq nite if not i would not be able to find someone to replace him~ haha~ noe its bad to find a replacement just lidat but at least..i am much much happier now~ =) think the new replacement would noe nth abt it one la..think i will just keep it between myself and just myself~

then on sundae...cant really remember wad i did leh...did i go shopping or anything? cant remember..i onli know that i slept till 12 in the noon. haha pig rite? then i cant rememebr what i did. i could onli remember that i did not do any homework these few days. aiya i really too lazy to do la..and i got no mood to do oso lo..dun force me la..i onli wan to play and play..and miss him!! hahaha~ yay~ got new eye candy le...i tink i dun like shuai ge..shuai ge is onli to satisfy my eyes onli..visual needs but then humour is wad i need la~ mayb becoz he humour la..then i crown him as my new eye candy..but not yet my sweetheart. haha think he got sweetheart oreadi la..hahha..one shouldnt place too high hopes if not ar..tsk tsk.. later will b damn damn disappointed. hahahahahaha

then todae is national dae!! happy birthdae singapore!!! alittle sad that PM Goh is resigning tml at 10am..haha..coz i tink he rawks~ wah really respect them so muhc so much so much!!hais..feel quite sian..coz not at the stadium there to celebrate..hmms..i miss the fire works..missed the days hor when all of us gathered at ah mah's house..coz ah mah house at bedok then can see the fireworks!!hais..missed those days..but i noe hais..those days will nv be back again!! *sOB* but nvm la..next yr will try to get the ndp tix! really hope can get it!!! if not go and watch the fireworks! hope i can watch wif my eye candy !!! hahahahhahahahaha!!aiya...nth to sae le lah...tml then sae..so sian..go sleep liao..byebyebyebyebyebye muackS

another toot toot dae

2004-08-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

hais..sian..todae i woke up at 630!! bahaha...so i rushed and rushed and rushed...tot i would be late for sch..but surprisingly..i wasnt!! i was early in fact!!! miracle sia!! haha..no la..lucky me and sharifah and wen feng walked fast fast fast~ if not..tsktsk...miss tt bus hor...wOah..i tink we can go home and sleep le..LOL~
wah so scary//hah joel go see my blog..oh my god..so funny leh...haha..let ppl see my blog...oso quite surprising that he said that he bu shuang someone..haha~sometimes cannot stand tt particular coconut tree leh..always make itself sound until sOOOOOOOOOoooooOOO great..then like its our fault lidat..pls loh..ask it go eat shit la..it din do anything at all to make the current situation better loh...pls loh...pui..makes me puke onli....
hais..dunno shd i go for the fireworks on sundae not leh..but got the prime minister's speech leh...i dunno y leh..suddnely i love to watch rally leh..haha..sthy is certainly wrong wif me loh.....hais.....dunno leh......

aiya...i dunno leh..think i dun like him liao la....bahaha..fast hor..cannot blame la..hu ask him todae tok and tok and tok to "O" haha..make the ALTERNATE hypothesis "there is sth between them" to stand sia!!!tsk tsk... suay la...then get this result..tks tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk~~

wOohOO tml half dae...but i tink i going out wif hew wing..mayb oso going gym wif wen feng in the evening...i oso wan to cut hair..hais..shd cut not..aiya cut or nv cut oso the same one...makes no diff..but but but but..i scared cut le beli weird!!! nvm la.......................

ARGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! neh neh ni poo pooo neh ni neh ni pooo poooo!!!!!!!!!

dot dot dot

2004-08-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

wah, todae oso damn sian..todae got bio practical spa loh..its about the breathing rate of fish..wad sia..so difficult loh..must count count count until i wan to viomit blood. i nv finish oso...but wad to do...nvm loh....confirm fail liao loh...sians..now i so tired...still got to do my homework. hais..so boring loh....hais..tml still got 2 periods of bio loh.....wah will die.........then later got band again..hais..then play invictus...hais..i really too tired no strength to play loh.......must tongue here and there..then high and low notes here and there...so tiring loh.......i really hate it man...........
heard that juliani came back from usa yesterdae....staying till fridae..but hais........i too busy la..cant meet up with them...but todae got the news from weiyang that daniel is leaving next thur..tsktsk..y so many ppl leaving sg to somewhere else? gerald oso lidat...juliani oso...then now daniel..who's next??hai..i noe it will nv b my turn one la..i this kind of pig...how to independent...no mom to be my alarm clock i will die one leh. nobody wash my clothes for me i oso will die....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! how can i b independent?!?!?!?!?
oh ya...that reminds me..i saw huilin on mondae! haha she so pretty liao....got long hair..rebonded somemore!! then wear contacts..beli nice leh!! hais..long time nv tok to her oreadi!!miss her sia!!
hais....no mood to continue la..next time okies...

if there's a will there's a waY?

2004-08-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

wad? do u believe in "if there's a will there's a way"?heh...for me..i dun really think that that's true la.it doesnt apply to everything in life..if that really applies then everyone in this world is happy le..no more sad sad..then if tat's the cause..nobody would be left alone le..all of them would b living happily ever after with their sweetheart~haha...ok loh..my fren said that i was stubborn to put it that way after i argued with him that no loh..determination is not everything...but am i really tt stubborn? sometimes, i wonder~!!but i guess i really am.im just stubborn and stubborn and more stubborn.
todae my fren called and told me she broke up with her bf because her bf told her that he had fallen for another ger!wad the fuck loh~i cant stand this loh~~wah lau..makes the ger feel that she is not capable of keeping him by her side..kaos..u noe how painful it is not? kaos..y tt guy so blunt one?hais..i tink ar tsktsk..nowadays..lady luck is not smiling at us sia..everything we do confirm + guaranteed chop will encounter prob... hais...y lidat??i dun wan to be sad anymore!! its so so so so so terrible!! really!!! the feeling is damn horrible!! damn terrible!!!i dun wan to live in my own "ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND" anymore la!! its so so miserable loh..wah lau..the reality is so cruel. hais..y cant i just get over him ar? wah! first time i feel so sad over a guy for soooooooooooooooo long leh!!!! miracle~but so wad?u tink he knowS? u tink he will care meh? kaos...he doesnt even bother to talk to me liao u tink he will be as caring and concerned as before?nah..in ur wonderland ..this mite still happen la.................. argh!!!!!!!! i tink im sad everydae loh..i tink ar..i've nv been happy since he changed his attitude? dunno la...but i noe its a long long time le..hais..where ever i go...........i will tink of him.......even i sleep i oso tink of him!! oMG~!! why why why!!! why m i doing this over someone hu doesnt bother abt me?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?? am i out of my minD? sob sob..aiya....that's the reason y i dun like to tell the special one i like u i like u~~because!!!!!!!!!!!! its its its its its its so scarry!!! i must restrict myself..then i can forget abt tt person!! im in agonY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls help!! call ambulance!! faster faster~!~!~!
i really hate this feeling leh!! so disgusting!!!! make me cannot concentrate on anything onlY~~how to get out ar?but i noe that he wun help me one la. he got new SWEETHEART oreadi!! he will still tink of me meh???i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan!!!!!!!argh~ i go and cry liao la.~!~!~1 argh argh arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

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silent nite with a siao char boh dreaming of the knife~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ bahahahaha....pls call hougang chalet for me..i gotta go there for treatment le i tink...

wTF??

2004-08-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

woohoo~todae sundae..quite boring la..hais..did not manage to complete my weekend homework again.hah..as usual. wad to do rite?im just not in the mood to do so la.damn sian loh..as usual..slack ard in the house..watch tv abit..go room lie on the bed abit..then watch tv..then online then offline then watch tv then go shopping abit..lidat loh..so boring hor? wah lau..but got sth is not abit one..think n tink tink of him..u noe wad la..no need to sae too much.dun so obvious. haha
sian leh..wah lau..i wan to buy hairband leh..hais..shd buy not leh..like waste money leh..wah lau...hais..i wan to buy skirt oso..i wan to go watch the fireworks leh..but will he go with me..haha dream on la...u tink ppl so free to entertain you. wad the fcuk loh..he damn suck leh..msg me just to ask for my comments on his website then sae nite and then just ended the conversation..wad the bloody shit? kaOs..not i wan to sae but i cant stand it anymore~really WTF!!!! wah lau!! dun wan to talk me just delete my contact and then block me la!! wads the big prob?!?!dun do this to me loh..waste my time and energy!! wah lau!! i hate him la!! i hate him hate him hate him hate!!! or shd i sae he is stupid?!?! he dunno wad the toot toot i wan !!aiya!! he study too much until he is mentally unstable liao la..tOot tOOt tOOt~aiya!! wrong la!!! his heart got someone else liao mah...tOot tOot tOOt~ just tell me la..i can take it one~ its ok~kaOss!!! nvm la............FINE !!! I WILL START TO LOOK FOR A NEW ONE!!!!! arggggh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sucker sucker sucker !!! arse hole~!!! arse arse arse arse!! ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!nB!!!!!!!!!!!pui puu pui pui!!! arGHGHDFHDGleroithanwieybwgrtuwatwytr..i siao liao

sing sing sing~

2004-08-01T14:13:00.000+08:00

hmms..dunno y oso...im in love with ocean, ou de yang's song leh..i've been singing...humming his songs all this while..wad's wrong man!but then i muz sae tt hor the lyrics beli meaningful leh..everytime i listen to his songs or sing sing hum hum his songs hor...i will tink of u-noe-hu!! *shao le wo de shou pei dang zheng tou ni xi bu xi guan..ni de wang yan jing wang bu dao wo bei ban qiu de ku dan. tai ping yang de chao shui gen zhe di qiu lai hui xuan zhuan.wo hui nai xing de teng huan ying ni sui shi kao an*
aww~ so sad leh....hais....i tink it somehow shows wad im feeling now..so lonely one!! but not exactly the same..LOL!todae i saw him on the bus leh..then i sat beside him.argh..but the bus too fast..so fast reach sch le..then i nv tok to him le..so sad..think he really too busy. bahaha..tink he too saturated with work than to tink of me! bahaha!i suppose SHE is the onli one that he thinks of la..now they so close lidat..hais..so sad..all my fault loh..dun sae anymore..sae so much u tink he will noe meH? u tink he will see meh? he oso wun realise one .. so little ppl noe of my blog blog blog...bahaha..so confirm no one will see one..
so sad leh...todae got tests..chem and bio..sian loh..the chem so many Q then i nv finish..its ok if i fail la..coz i din study hard..hais..math as well bloody arse..this whole year hor..i nv pass my math yet leh..wTf loh..hais..wah lau if i fail during my promo .....wah..then i kena retain how?! argh!! damn! life sux@! got so many prob one..sian la.....I WAN A CAREFREE LIFE!!!!
hais..tml got fireworks display leh..but hais..i nv go...so sad...at first all of us agreed to go togteher one..but in the end..nobody organise then nv go..y ar? so sad leh..wah..hope tt i can go wif him one of these days..nah..in my dreams bah....
aiya..i tink i sleep not enuff la...this afternoon slept from 3 to 7..now onli 11 nia i tired liao...must go sleep le! good nite sweetdreams ! muacks!!!

im sad~

2004-07-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

haha~ seriously im sad...im sad since last week.hmms..i duno y la..i mean...ya i i noe y..butbutbut..i duno how to sae..all i can sae is....its really becoz of him?
hmms...wheneva i see him wif O i will get upset...i feel irritated..my heart simlpy aches!! bahahaha~is this jealousy? i just got the intuition that sooner or later i will see them as an item. i just think that they will fall for each other...hmms..if they really like each other ..then i will wish them all the best.....coz in the first place...i caused him so much misery pain and embarrassment.hais.....its all too late la..i tink wadeva i do..i wun get him back. no wonder ppl often sae tt u will onli learn to treasure someone when they're gone. hais.....i finally got the taste of it.. its daMn "NICE"
that time..we used to talk and talk talk to each other.. regardless on the phone...msn...sms.... when we were together......but now?not a single sms..not a single call...not a single hello or smile when we saw each other.what's this?really feels awkard. i muz agree wif him that those days before the problem got bigger....they were the most beautiful moments and happiest as well..but happy moments usually dont last long...hais........i regret for wad i had done..im really sorry.....
hais.....i feel like asking him.....but i dun dare..coz i dun dare to face the reality...i love to live in my own world of fantasy..where there's no worries..no restrictions...the reality is HE LOVES ME NO MORE!!!!!
argggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! hais..nvm la...time will heal the wound...but how long will it take?or will it take forever? will i nv fall in love again?or will i become homo? but i dun wan to b homo coz i noe i'll nv be..weird if im a homo...no one will believe me................
why other couples are happy when they r together but not me?!?!?!?nvm...........................................its just nv meant to be...........................

hope that he will be happy and so will i. hope that he will find the ger that suits him soon and hope she doesnt treat him like i do. im just not fit to be one. will things turn out fine tml?will i ever see his smile again?NO

u r my sunshine
my onli sunshine
u make me happy
when skies are grey
u nv noe dear
how much i luv u
pls dun take my sunshine away!! *sohpie!!!! nice nice??* bahahaha......

lalalala

2004-07-26T10:13:00.000+08:00

u mean i can post in ur blog too??? wooo~~~

2004-07-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

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woohOO~ long time no bLogbloG le..hahaha..actually quite many unpleasant stuff happened wors.
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hmms~ my comp was down during the past few days. there was something wrong with the monitor. so sent for repair. but then hais..got to buy a new one instead. how sad!! waste money man!! hahaha!!!
and i dunno why leh..i haf the urge to buy a mouthpiece leh. i dunno y leh..i dunno if i shd buy anot ard $55..hmms..should i buy? i really dunno.
somemore hor nowadays i love bags sooooo muc!!! i felt like buying another bag..i saw one the magazine but then ar dunno whether its big or small...as u noe la..i love big bags loh..so hor i wan bigbigbig..somermoe i just bot a new one not long ago..like hor..waste of money leh...tell me wad to do!
hais, i tink i damn suay la..cant get anything done properly...y ar?? hais..im so sick and tired of life!! everydae go home hor *tsKtsK* so late liao then ar the usual rountine one loh..eat..pompom..hw..sleep..wake up go to sch..wah 1 dae 24 hrs...do u noe that i spend more than 1/2 of my dae in sch? so pathetic leh..and yet i've got to bear wif it for another 1yr+ provided that i get to be promoted. wah lau!! if i kena retain means i;ve got to go thru this for another 2 yearS? wad the heLL?? i dun wan!!!!! i really dun wan!! its so sick!! i cant go shopping!! i cant have fun on "people watch"!!! wads life?!??! yah seriously la..life = SSS-----SICK SHORT SUx~ hahahaha~
aiya enuff of my crap le la...im really boreD!!!!!!!!! and im a boring PERSON!!!!!!!arghhhh!

wOohOO~

2004-07-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

haha~heyhey~a new user~ did write something at the livejournal.com but now decided to change to blogspot since my frenz are all using this.hMMx...tdae ar...feelin bad la~ haha got band..but then...dun feel tt something....like lack of some enthu? dunno la...mayb dunno each other well la..but then its dman tiring...hais.....sians leh...y must do project work aR? so boring and tedious loh! its waste of time lidat leh...kaOs..must evaluate so many articles until i wan to die liao..hais...y ar..i so suay?? life is so damn tuff!!!
haha...hais..seriously la..i tink i so suay these few days..yesterdae i was late for sch and then kaos..so suay kena scolding by the principal. then todae hais..dirty my shirt wif curry...hais..wads the prob wif me man..
aiya..so tired liao la..next time then write liao..haisssssssssssss